My ptsd is more social anxiety than anything, I go to group therapies and use physical fitness an an outlet. I do see where I could snap and hurt someone but for my safety and others I do not own a gun and really don't have the time to go out and buy one. I feel if it gets to that point I will check myself into the VA and stay in the mental health ward until I'm over my anger and frustrations. Is there a legitimate site I can get the sr9009 from? I tried to private message you but it would not let me. I would like to try a that before test400 but the only site I'm pulling up for it is powersupp.co.uk or sarms4you. Thank you YERBOY
About your PTSD, while i have no experience with it myself....
I wouldn't be so worried personally about the addition of steroids in itself.
How are YOU feeling right now?
How stable are you?
How emotionally stable are you?
Do you tend to go into manic episodes that you cant get out of without benzo/opiates/medical treatment?
Do you have an inferiority complex?
Do you get violent when drunk?
If the answer is yes(as in I have all those issues) to most or all questions, then no, steroids will be a nightmare for you on every level.
If the answer is no(as in, i have no issues) to most/all questions, i wouldn't worry about the addition of testosteron.
It usually have the opposite effect of people (roid rage is a myth... roids+ptsd, not sure sure...) where you get more confidence, get calmer, more patience, etc etc.
It doesn't magically create new personality traits, just extrapolates those you already have.
So my suggestions, take a deep look inside yourself and how you feel mentally and make a decision from there.