I was in the same boat about a month ago. I went to a Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) specialist who I had to wait 2 months for an appointment. The guy was very intelligent but the cost out of pocket was through the roof. I walked out of there spending $1500.00. I did get testosterone pellets inserted that day as well and he recommended some probiotics in the am and pm. I also had IV therapy which did make me feel better, but once again $1500 freaking dollars. I know this guy served the very wealthy and there would be no way I could survive the costs.
I was giving up hope that night. My endocrinologist knew shit and he was only good at writing that script out for androgel once a month. I needed answers because I am 31 and have had <200 T-levels since 19 years old. I developed severe anxiety, panic attacks and depression at 18 years old and life was miserable. I was put on zoloft by a school psychiatrist and currently still take that shit. It's worked well but my entire life I have had no sex drive and to be honest don't know what it's like to have great sex. Yeah I've poked my cock in a few girls but nothing special. Then again there were many times where I had girls on my bed and couldn't even make it move at all. What a fucking waste. I was clueless. I started to wonder if I was gay or something. I was at the biggest party school in the country where students were getting fucked up and fucking non stop. On the other hand, there I was sitting in my apartment depressed full of anxiety and not even wanting to live. I've never had a girlfriend because I feared that my ED would get in the way. If I didn't have a close family and people that really cared about me, I honestly think I wouldn't be living on this planet right now. I've had no desire to live the majority of my adult hood.
So 1 month ago I came across this website and figured it was just another bullshit forum on meatheads and all their cycles and the shit that goes with it. However, I noticed a thread regarding TRT. I went on and started reading all the posts and the replies and realized I wasn't alone. These aren't guys looking just to get jacked short term and deal with the consequences later. These were guys who were depressed, have no energy, no motivation, no sex drive, ED, losing muscle, waste is increasing in size, growing apart from their loved ones, starting to have metabolic issues, borderline diabetes and more. 90% of the symptoms.
Then I kept noticing this name pop up "Chip". Then there was also this picture on the site of everyone's posts that said powered by maximus. When you see that at first you are wondering what the hell is maximus and who the hell is chip. I mean this site was just about people talking to eachother from around the globe. There couldn't be a connection between these people. Or was there???? That's when I kept reading more and more and was finally convinced I have to email this guy. I emailed him on a Saturday with pretty much everything I said above and I got a call the next day on Sunday. I was shocked to see that this person actually was concerned for me and wanted to explain what I was going through and what he could do to help. We spoke for about 20 minutes and he emailed me a few different protocols. I told him what my goals were and we came to the conclusion that the most aggressive plan was the one for me. Due to the cost of the HGH he helped me out so I didn't have to order it all at once. I literally sent in all my paperwork and had my protocol arrive by Fedex within 10 days.
Chip referred me to 3J and I got on a plan with him as well. They both have extremely gifted customer service and I was excited to be a part of this team. I am now on week 3 of my protocol. Of course, everything is not perfect yet, but I have no problems getting wood these days. The best is when is comes and you don't even ask for it. (except when wearing jeans) My energy is increasing and I can tell my mind is clear. My first day back at the gym after a 5 month hiatus was amazing. I did 7 wide grip pull ups right off the bat and I went nuts in the gym. I was lifting things that I was never able to lift even when I was in my best shape. It was all coming together.
So now here I am and I feel that there is hope on the horizon. I dont have any crazy thoughts anymore of ending my time on this earth and I'm close to being ready to conquer everything I've always wanted. So to Chip and also 3J, man you guys rock. I know we've had some ups and downs along the way, but it only makes me stronger. From the bottom of my heart THANK YOU.
Don't doubt these guys. It's the real deal and they will change your life.
I was giving up hope that night. My endocrinologist knew shit and he was only good at writing that script out for androgel once a month. I needed answers because I am 31 and have had <200 T-levels since 19 years old. I developed severe anxiety, panic attacks and depression at 18 years old and life was miserable. I was put on zoloft by a school psychiatrist and currently still take that shit. It's worked well but my entire life I have had no sex drive and to be honest don't know what it's like to have great sex. Yeah I've poked my cock in a few girls but nothing special. Then again there were many times where I had girls on my bed and couldn't even make it move at all. What a fucking waste. I was clueless. I started to wonder if I was gay or something. I was at the biggest party school in the country where students were getting fucked up and fucking non stop. On the other hand, there I was sitting in my apartment depressed full of anxiety and not even wanting to live. I've never had a girlfriend because I feared that my ED would get in the way. If I didn't have a close family and people that really cared about me, I honestly think I wouldn't be living on this planet right now. I've had no desire to live the majority of my adult hood.
So 1 month ago I came across this website and figured it was just another bullshit forum on meatheads and all their cycles and the shit that goes with it. However, I noticed a thread regarding TRT. I went on and started reading all the posts and the replies and realized I wasn't alone. These aren't guys looking just to get jacked short term and deal with the consequences later. These were guys who were depressed, have no energy, no motivation, no sex drive, ED, losing muscle, waste is increasing in size, growing apart from their loved ones, starting to have metabolic issues, borderline diabetes and more. 90% of the symptoms.
Then I kept noticing this name pop up "Chip". Then there was also this picture on the site of everyone's posts that said powered by maximus. When you see that at first you are wondering what the hell is maximus and who the hell is chip. I mean this site was just about people talking to eachother from around the globe. There couldn't be a connection between these people. Or was there???? That's when I kept reading more and more and was finally convinced I have to email this guy. I emailed him on a Saturday with pretty much everything I said above and I got a call the next day on Sunday. I was shocked to see that this person actually was concerned for me and wanted to explain what I was going through and what he could do to help. We spoke for about 20 minutes and he emailed me a few different protocols. I told him what my goals were and we came to the conclusion that the most aggressive plan was the one for me. Due to the cost of the HGH he helped me out so I didn't have to order it all at once. I literally sent in all my paperwork and had my protocol arrive by Fedex within 10 days.
Chip referred me to 3J and I got on a plan with him as well. They both have extremely gifted customer service and I was excited to be a part of this team. I am now on week 3 of my protocol. Of course, everything is not perfect yet, but I have no problems getting wood these days. The best is when is comes and you don't even ask for it. (except when wearing jeans) My energy is increasing and I can tell my mind is clear. My first day back at the gym after a 5 month hiatus was amazing. I did 7 wide grip pull ups right off the bat and I went nuts in the gym. I was lifting things that I was never able to lift even when I was in my best shape. It was all coming together.
So now here I am and I feel that there is hope on the horizon. I dont have any crazy thoughts anymore of ending my time on this earth and I'm close to being ready to conquer everything I've always wanted. So to Chip and also 3J, man you guys rock. I know we've had some ups and downs along the way, but it only makes me stronger. From the bottom of my heart THANK YOU.
Don't doubt these guys. It's the real deal and they will change your life.