I tried to PM you but it didn't work. A few weeks ago, I ordered some Tamoxifen off Power Nutrition's website, but it looks like they aren't selling anymore. They must have gotten scared.
I would find a way to order M1T over the net. Go to 1fast400.com. You will obviously need a credit card, so if you don't have one, get a buddy. I have no idea about what to buy from GNC, as all the illegal stuff is so much better.
I can't say how this has worked for me thus far. I would guess that I gained 2 lbs tops. My girl hit the road after 6 years last week so I lost a lot of weight and it's hard to tell. It's back now, and my strength has gone up, just not significantly, and I can't rule out the placebo effect because I was expecting much more.
I did the recommended 10mgs a day, but a lot of bros here say that is too little, I upped to 15 and today took 20, but that means I will run out of pills before schedule. If you do decide to do it, the bottles are $10 apiece. Get 2 and do 20mg/day. I would prob not do this again, though, because of the appetite thing. It sounds all well and good, in theory, but if your body isn't taking in enough food, how do you expect it to grow? You need food-energy to work out, right?
Most real steroids increase appetite. This factors in big, in the end because your body has had a reason to grow. With M1T, it just seems like you're fighting your body. You have to force-feed yourself. I would be complacent right now on this stuff with one meal a day plus my protein. That's not right.
I guess I'm just torn as to how this can be hyped when you have to try twice as hard to get big. I probably could've gotten bigger without this and actually eating heavy. I really do have to struggle to eat.
That's my 2 cents, and I know a lot of bros swear ny this stuff, but you need input from both sides of the spectrum.. Wish me luck and good luck to you too.