I'm clean and sober 3-1/2 years now. Yep it was AA that helped me and still does. The vivid memories help, that feeling of being physically and financially as sick as I was is just a disgusting and sickening thought now. My addiction was not only mental but with the opiates it was extremely physical and the anytime withdrawal was too much to make it a day.
So when I got to the rooms of AA I heard this first sentence out of Chapter 5 that they read at every meeting. I'll quote just so if anyone really needs help they can think about this sentence and make a decision right here....
"Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path"
So I will just suggest to you guys who might need a helping word, this is a truism and it works. It can and will work if you want it.
I'll just close it right here because this is too big and not the primary purpose of this forum, however I just wanted to put in a short note of my experience , strength and hope. Any questions or help I can be, please PM me.