First and foremost thank you all for taking the time to respond! I had gotten away from the lifting community for 5-6 years after becoming a Father which seemed to tie in with my lack of "fire" and after nearly 2 decades or so of working hard, it was gone in a few short years. Thankfully, I somehow managed to still look as though I lift but, have gone from 180 and low ten b/f to 200 with 20's b/f. I went to the doc at the encouraging of the wife as she said I had become a shell of myself and had no energy. I became the "I'll play later" dad. I went in for bloodworm and the doc immediately thought low T but, did blood work to confirm. A day later a t result came back at 157. Doc put me on gel (1.62) and had me return in two weeks. went back and told doc I felt worse or same. He gave me 400 test inject, told me to stay on andro and come back in 2 weeks for 200 test inject. Did this last week and have continued on gel. I am to return in 2 weeks for another inject and blood tests to see where I am at. I feel a bit better now but, haven't noticed much. I am hoping that I can take advantage of this script to get back down to 180ish and mid teen b/f and return to being an active dad. I can't do anything illegal, buy or use, as it is not worth the risk. What I was considering is maybe stacking the andro gel, test inject (100 per week), and a ph such as EPI. I am thinking that the gel with help boost t along with the inject while the EPI will keep E2 in check. thinking this may give me a decent boost and dry gains. Looking at 6 to 8 week cycle then just testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) maintenance dose. Not looking for bulk-out; more weight loss/vascular deal, a few lbs of quality muscle gain (6 lbs or so). Is this something that may work? Would trenavar or Helladrol be better? Does anyone have a suggestion as to what this would look like dosage wise or have a better suggestion to include supplements? Again, if I sound like an idiot then go ahead and kick me in the dick. Thanks for all your help. Says a lot for this community and the lifting community as a whole...***tear****. Damn estrogen.......