I will post this as I think libido is at the core of most guys interest in testosterone replacement therapy (TRT), it certainly is in mine. I had gone from being absolutely sex crazed from the age of 14 to 35 and pretty quickly something fizzled out. I knew something was seriously wrong, but it was a terrible couple of years until I finally discovered that low T was the root of the problem.
6 months ago I was a dead fish - I had zero interest in sex - zero interest in anything in general. I live in Thailand which is not exactly the cutting edge of testosterone replacement therapy (TRT), the only doctor who knew anything about it recommended a shot every 3 weeks of 250mg test enanthate. This did nothing for me and I gave up on the whole thing.
Anyway, cutting to the chase....since switching to E3D shots my libido has been off the fckin scale - I mean to the point of wanting to jump on every woman I see, pretty much regardless of appearance or age.
Yesterday I shot some test in the morning, for some reason it started working straight away. A friend picked me up to go to a hardware store, but once there I was irritated with everything, all I wanted to do was oggle (sp?) the pretty assistants. As I was staring at them I could clearly mentally picture exactly how it would be to be boning them...
I get home an hour later all hot and fidgety and put some porn on and ingested some herbs in an effort to relax, couldn't really get into the porn.
I had done a workout that morning (maybe thats why the test worked quicker ?) and was a bit sore, so I thought a massage might be nice, so headed up to a nearby hotel with a massage parlour in the basement.
The girl that came in was around 40 years old and around 40 kilos with huge tits and sexy as fck.....I kept telling her how amazingly sexy she was, I was utterly mesmerised and well on my game if you know what I mean....the compliments were flowing, loads of eye contact etc, nice. I strip off completley naked, she looks a bit shocked at first but then carries on chatting as usual
She is looking at my tattoos and says she has one on her back, then realises that she is wearing a tight polo shirt and cannot show me without removing the shirt..by now I am pleading to see the tattoo. She takes off the shirt and I stand behind her, and in one swift motion unclip the bra and start fondling her tits and kissing her neck, she does a "reacharound" haha.
We took a shower together, I am coming on strong, real horny and she is loving it - then back to the bed where I had the first rim job of my life and the most amazing deep bj, just superb I was in heaven. No one has any condoms, so we finish each other off orally.
She says next time I come make sure I bring the lube as she wants some back door action. I am seriously considering round there right now, but would be better to wait a few days, don't want to be too keen.
I paid the normal price of the massage ($15) and gave the lady the same as a tip and staggered out of there at 3pm blinded by the sunlight.
So for me the libido factor is huge, I love feeling like this, when libido is high and you're working out your confidence soars, I am just like a different person to the last 3 years, more like mid 20's (now 38).
I am have been married 15 years and have a very good relationship with my wife, she used to like it 3 times a day but now has some complications and pain so we have to take it easy, nice and gentle probably 3 times a week. She has no issues with me messing around outside as long as she doesn't see it or bring it near the family, and always use condoms. We are very secure with each other, I have previously rented gigolos for her as birthday treats etc. Love moves in mysterious ways I suppose.
So that is my story, I am back with a venegance and it feels so good. Nothing like this on EW shots for me.
From now on I will do shots EOD of 30mg and see how it goes.....I think testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) definitley takes some tweaking, but libido and erections for me are the best measuring stick, once thats in tune everything else falls into place.
Thanks for reading