goingtowin
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So yes i'm on TRT of 150mg/week test E
my sex drive is 1 out of 10
before I ever touched Deca I felt amazing.. in fact my first deca cycle I felt amazing... I was motivated as fuck and felt absolutely incredible for the most part.
My second deca cycle about 4 weeks in I got EXTREMELY AND I MEAN EXTREMELY depressed. I STILL feel like this some days better than others.
It was a 600mgdeca/400mg test a week and I lasted 4 weeks before I stopped do to this depression/ MASSIVE anxiety.
I do not drink and I do not do drugs.. I have NEVER felt like this. I felt 10000000x better BEFORE EVEN GOING ON TRT.
I am terrified of the night and have crazy anxiety unless i'm with friends.. I can't STAND being alone at night anymore. It has been MONTHS since I have touched any cycles and I will never cycle again.. I am convinced I will permanently feel like this.
Again I have never in my life ever felt anything even close to this until that second deca cycle. I used very little AI but STILL I have not touched anythng but 150mg/week for like half a year. My sex drive is in the garbage. my sex drive was 20x stronger before even starting TRT. WTF is going wrong with me.
my sex drive is 1 out of 10
before I ever touched Deca I felt amazing.. in fact my first deca cycle I felt amazing... I was motivated as fuck and felt absolutely incredible for the most part.
My second deca cycle about 4 weeks in I got EXTREMELY AND I MEAN EXTREMELY depressed. I STILL feel like this some days better than others.
It was a 600mgdeca/400mg test a week and I lasted 4 weeks before I stopped do to this depression/ MASSIVE anxiety.
I do not drink and I do not do drugs.. I have NEVER felt like this. I felt 10000000x better BEFORE EVEN GOING ON TRT.
I am terrified of the night and have crazy anxiety unless i'm with friends.. I can't STAND being alone at night anymore. It has been MONTHS since I have touched any cycles and I will never cycle again.. I am convinced I will permanently feel like this.
Again I have never in my life ever felt anything even close to this until that second deca cycle. I used very little AI but STILL I have not touched anythng but 150mg/week for like half a year. My sex drive is in the garbage. my sex drive was 20x stronger before even starting TRT. WTF is going wrong with me.
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