When I was starting to realize that something was wrong with me I remember asking myself if I was depressed. I thought about it for a minute and I realized I was not. I just didn't have any energy. So are you sure you are depressed?
As for you anxiety, just curious... what triggers you to be anxious? Is it only in certain situations?
Are you taking any medication for either of these? You might want to ask around on this forum, but I think a lot of guys have reported that testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) got rid of their need for depression/anxiety medications.
Yeah, that is a good question. I don't think I'm depressed, but I feel depressed. That might make sense to you based on your observations regarding your situation, but, as you mentioned, when I think about things, I don't think I have depression per say. It definitely looks like deression bassed on the lethargy, the oversleeping, the irratibility, the lack of zeal for most things and the overall gloomy demeanor. In the very beggining of my, "What's wrong with me?" journey, my doctor prescribed Xanax and Lexapro. These did nothing for me except make me feel more removed from life. I took those at my doctors request for six months and then I had to get off of them quickly. I started self-medicating with coffee and OxyElite Pro thermogenics to keep me on a high and, after watching my sister go through something similar, I 'm wondering if there is a causal link? That's not really important, but, needless to say, the medications did nothing for me and I stopped taking them about a year and a half ago.
With regards to anxiety, both medications wre supposed to help with that as well, it is triggered by menial things. I've always been slightly anxious, but it became unbearable over the past 2 years. Now, when I'm laying in bed at night and I think about going to work the next morning, I get tightness in my chest, I start to feel dizzy, my blood pressure goes through the roof, my pulse increases, I sweat and I feel horrible. The funny thing is that I love my job and look forward to it, but the thought of forgetting some task or failing at a meeting was crippling me at times. What has been really great to see is that when I started Androgel, Testim and the injections, I started to notice some great changes to the "depression" and anxiety; as well as the energy. With the Androgel and the Testim, things quickly went back to bad, but with the injections, it has been a up and down journey that has progressed positively for the first three weeks......still holding my breath to see if it will continue. IMO, the low-T definitely seems like the agitator in the whole equation, but, like I said, I'm still watching things.
As most of the people on this forum know, it's tough in these early days of testosterone replacement therapy (TRT), because so many of us have been searching for the cause of our troubles and many of the answers/solutions provided by the medical world are just not adequate. When you finally find a path to success, you hold your breath as you hope that you are not one of the guys that gets on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) and never really feels better; at least with any significance. God, I hope things start to change for the better.....and soon.
Megatron, thanks for all of your help and concern!!