To my Dad,I will always love and miss you!!!
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Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
PaiN iiS pLeasuRE
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damn bro...i am very sorry for your loss its tough loosing someone close too you...stay strong brother hes smiling down on you, keep your head up man youll be in my prayers.
Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
thanks brother
gorilla_boy
Special
Sorry to hear this, Dude.
Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
thank you,today is the funeral and burial and i really dread it
barnzy7
rome wasnt built in a day
As hard as it is, its a weight off your shoulders. your not saying goodbye its just see you later remember that.
And let it out dude, who the fck cares if your a guy, or a big bodybuilder, no one ever gets better by keeping it in, you wanna ball at the ceremony then do it, its not good to keep things inside. todays your dads day, but its also your day, and your families day.
gorilla_boy
Special
It's alright to cry over your Dad.
VirginMuscle
Enrolled at Ology College
Damn I just saw this thread. Sorry to hear about your dad.
K
Kane_Red_Machine
Guest
Nobody is preapared enough to live it.
i wish you will recover soon out the sadness... i know you're a strong guy man, but i realise than it's a hard time.
one thing, to be the father of a good guy like you, you're dad would been realy a great person.
f*cking cancer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish you will recover soon out the sadness... i know you're a strong guy man, but i realise than it's a hard time.
one thing, to be the father of a good guy like you, you're dad would been realy a great person.
f*cking cancer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jimbo79
stop fn staring!
Bullseye,
The funeral was what made my moms death real, she didn't look the same. Looked weak,withered and just sad.
But i could see the fight..the determination and passion she had till the end, her eyes were closed but she was looking at me.
I prayed she was listening, I told her I loved her for the final time.
They closed the casket and that was the last time I seen her.
The service stared, It all seemed so fake, so like a dream...so not real!!! I was robbed, my mom, my MOM!!! How could she be gone...I was confused..lost..but was surrounded by family.
As the service went on...my sis got up to speak..she was strong! Told an amazing story...then it hit. The church was silent, exept for the young man in the front row.
I couldn't contain it anymore, i cried..i cried till the next day...and days after.
I always have memories to make me smile though..
Like when she drove me to hockey practise..baseball games..fishing.
Like the times she chased me around the house with a broom, cuz i beat the shit out of her garage door with hockey pucks
Sorry mom!
Life sucks sometimes brother! But it keeps going...keep smiling! create happy memories.
Love you bro!
The funeral was what made my moms death real, she didn't look the same. Looked weak,withered and just sad.
But i could see the fight..the determination and passion she had till the end, her eyes were closed but she was looking at me.
I prayed she was listening, I told her I loved her for the final time.
They closed the casket and that was the last time I seen her.
The service stared, It all seemed so fake, so like a dream...so not real!!! I was robbed, my mom, my MOM!!! How could she be gone...I was confused..lost..but was surrounded by family.
As the service went on...my sis got up to speak..she was strong! Told an amazing story...then it hit. The church was silent, exept for the young man in the front row.
I couldn't contain it anymore, i cried..i cried till the next day...and days after.
I always have memories to make me smile though..
Like when she drove me to hockey practise..baseball games..fishing.
Like the times she chased me around the house with a broom, cuz i beat the shit out of her garage door with hockey pucks
Sorry mom!Life sucks sometimes brother! But it keeps going...keep smiling! create happy memories.
Love you bro!
Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
yes it was very hard,but i had all good memories yesterday of him,he looked really good,no anything like he did when he passed,he didnt suffer before he passed,so he didnt look sick at all
yea and i did....alot Jesus it hurt
thanks my brother somuch
thanks hon,may God Bless you to,thank you for all your support,it really helped me
yea i know Kane,my dad made me who i am,and im so proud of that,im just so glad he didnt suffer,he looked normal in his casket,just like if he was well,and I had a memorial set up in his name to The American Cancer Society,that fuckin disease has killed millions of loving people,not fair at all,at all
Bullseye,
The funeral was what made my moms death real, she didn't look the same. Looked weak,withered and just sad.
But i could see the fight..the determination and passion she had till the end, her eyes were closed but she was looking at me.
I prayed she was listening, I told her I loved her for the final time.
They closed the casket and that was the last time I seen her.
The service stared, It all seemed so fake, so like a dream...so not real!!! I was robbed, my mom, my MOM!!! How could she be gone...I was confused..lost..but was surrounded by family.
As the service went on...my sis got up to speak..she was strong! Told an amazing story...then it hit. The church was silent, exept for the young man in the front row.
I couldn't contain it anymore, i cried..i cried till the next day...and days after.
I always have memories to make me smile though..
Like when she drove me to hockey practise..baseball games..fishing.
Like the times she chased me around the house with a broom, cuz i beat the shit out of her garage door with hockey pucks
Life sucks sometimes brother! But it keeps going...keep smiling! create happy memories.
Love you bro!
Man Jimbo,that a humbling story i imagine you couldve heard a pin drop,the one thing i was glad of is my dad looked like my dad,he didnt look sick he looked normal and happy cause he didnt suffer and the cancer didnt have time to draw him down to nothing,thank God he went before it did,luv you brother
Bullseye, my heart goes out to you.
My husband's mother was killed by a drink driver 5 years ago. It was so sudden and so painful. I was 20 weeks pregnant with our first child.
That was the first time I had ever seen my husband cry. The funeral was by far the hardest, but then he began to heal on his own time in his own way.
It never gets easier, but as time goes on, focusing on the positive memories became more prevelant than focusing on the sadness of the loss.
Take your time to mourn, cry when you need too, and remember that your dad is always with you. His loss will always hurt, but always remember the good in him and the lessons he taught you. In time, you will smile at the memories and reflect with joy.
I wish you a peaceful day today and many more to come.
My husband's mother was killed by a drink driver 5 years ago. It was so sudden and so painful. I was 20 weeks pregnant with our first child.
That was the first time I had ever seen my husband cry. The funeral was by far the hardest, but then he began to heal on his own time in his own way.
It never gets easier, but as time goes on, focusing on the positive memories became more prevelant than focusing on the sadness of the loss.
Take your time to mourn, cry when you need too, and remember that your dad is always with you. His loss will always hurt, but always remember the good in him and the lessons he taught you. In time, you will smile at the memories and reflect with joy.
I wish you a peaceful day today and many more to come.
Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
thank you very much Mt-Momma,that is very sweet of you to say and Im just gonn live one day at a time and do what you said your husband did,its really hard and not gonna be easy,but remembering him in all the good times will be what gets me through and start of the healing process....thank you for your thoughts and sharing your feelings
nerdalert
New member
Bullseye, I just saw your post and it tore me up. I haven't been around much because I have been dealing with my mom's health troubles. I almost lost her a few times since the beginning of the year so your loss hit me hard.
I am so sorry for your loss, it is not easy when a parent passes away. I remember when my dad passed away suddenly 8 years ago, I felt like I was in a bad dream, I had never cried so hard in my life. It's a difficult time when you realize that you have become "the man" of the family and that the others will look to you for the answers that your dad would have had. I wish you all the best and I'm always around if you need anything...
I am so sorry for your loss, it is not easy when a parent passes away. I remember when my dad passed away suddenly 8 years ago, I felt like I was in a bad dream, I had never cried so hard in my life. It's a difficult time when you realize that you have become "the man" of the family and that the others will look to you for the answers that your dad would have had. I wish you all the best and I'm always around if you need anything...
Bullseye Forever
Prince of Darkness
my brother i really thank you for your thoughts and concerns,just like you,it hit me hard,it was fast to we werent expecting this,it hasnt sunk in yet,because im just still in denial,i cant beleive it,i was so close to my dad and thats what hurts the most,i know it will hit me soon and i will come apart,my heart is just broken and ripped in a million pieces,and i dont know what to do ya know
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