Took no post cycle therapy (pct) losing the will to live

Took no pct losing the will to live

I feel like im falling into a dark abbyss of deppression. Took sus deca for for 8 weeks three times a week. Its been about 6 months i can feel i have next to no test. Recently got back into the gym and realised i cant see any gains or sign of muscle growth. Lost all mass from cycle. Sperm count is low. No strength or power in me. Should i go on another course and then do a correct pct or just do one now? What should be in my post cycle therapy (pct)? Im 19 almost 20 and i feel like i have the body if a 50 year old. Help me someone please
 
Com on man, with 19 losing the will to live?? You should take your selves together, make a plan, find a reliable source, and continue with your life. You do not realize what wonders you can make when you're 19 years old.
 
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Woah man, calm down.
I went threw the same thing except I was younger.
Keep your head up, go talk to someone.
 
when did your cycle end i think you should do pct get your levels back up start reading up on it now thats my best advice and keep your head up
 
Your going to be just fine man. Your a bit young to be using AAS but it's too late now. I would say u could try getting some clomid. Run it at 100mg for the first day or two then run it at 50mg daily for four weeks. Also, don't give up in the gym. Go in there and give it all you've got. You'll start to feel better. Now I'm no expert but hopefully the clomid will kick your testes back on soon. And don't touch AAS for another 7-8 years after extensive research. Keep your head in the game. Don't give up. U got this bro

Edit: Also if you feeling suicidal or something crazy then def go to the hospital. Don't play with That shit.
 
TROLL... you're 19 and after 6 months still haven't recovered? maybe you're just depressed but i still think this guy is trolling..
 
Clomid for 2 to 4 weeks. After you finish the clomid start Test Freak (test booster) and Anabolic Freak (daa). The Test Freak is a five week supply. I'm not a rep! I just use this stuff in every pct and it has never failed to bring my boys back to form. I do find TF and AF to be very synergistic when used together. No science here just going on experience and how I feel.

Clomid not nolvadex(because you used deca) then Test Freak and Anabolic Freak. And no disrespect to Vino but if your test levels are tanked at the moment, continuing to train hard will only make things worse by lowering your test further by over training. Get yourself tested first to make sure low test is the problem. You also need to find out if your estrogen is high so get tested for that as well. If that's the case you need to raise your natural test and decrease your estrogen at the same time. The products i mentioned above will help do that. The Deca can shut you down hard. If it is the problem, get it fixed asap and don't do another cycle until your at least 25 and have done a tone of research!!! Good luck.
 
TROLL... you're 19 and after 6 months still haven't recovered? maybe you're just depressed but i still think this guy is trolling..

Who gives a shit really? I'd rather just try to help the kid then bash him. He's probably just depressed your right
 
Clomid for 2 to 4 weeks. After you finish the clomid start Test Freak (test booster) and Anabolic Freak (daa). The Test Freak is a five week supply. I'm not a rep! I just use this stuff in every pct and it has never failed to bring my boys back to form. I do find TF and AF to be very synergistic when used together. No science here just going on experience and how I feel.

Clomid not nolvadex(because you used deca) then Test Freak and Anabolic Freak. And no disrespect to Vino but if your test levels are tanked at the moment, continuing to train hard will only make things worse by lowering your test further by over training. Get yourself tested first to make sure low test is the problem. You also need to find out if your estrogen is high so get tested for that as well. If that's the case you need to raise your natural test and decrease your estrogen at the same time. The products i mentioned above will help do that. The Deca can shut you down hard. If it is the problem, get it fixed asap and don't do another cycle until your at least 25 and have done a tone of research!!! Good luck.

No disrespect felt! :) kids probably just depressed anyways and needs to get his confidence and self esteem back. But who knows. I'm no doctor
 
There is a peptide called Triptorelin (GnRH). I have no experience with it yet. But I do plan on using it in my next post cycle therapy (pct). There are one or two documented studies of people who have been shut down for years having success using this peptide. I will leave it to you to research it for yourself. It may be a viable option for bringing your HPG axis back on line if it is the deca that shut you down.
 
Yeah could be that simple. But if he did use deca with no pct it is possible that he is still shut down even after 6 months.
 
Agreed, if he is depressed he needs to get it sorted out. What most people don't know is that testosterone imbalance is the single biggest reason for depression in men. Most doctors haven't clued into this and are still putting many people on anti-depressants without addressing the real cause. Very unfortunate!
Who gives a shit really? I'd rather just try to help the kid then bash him. He's probably just depressed your right
 
Your going to be just fine man. Your a bit young to be using AAS but it's too late now. I would say u could try getting some clomid. Run it at 100mg for the first day or two then run it at 50mg daily for four weeks. Also, don't give up in the gym. Go in there and give it all you've got. You'll start to feel better. Now I'm no expert but hopefully the clomid will kick your testes back on soon. And don't touch AAS for another 7-8 years after extensive research. Keep your head in the game. Don't give up. U got this bro

Edit: Also if you feeling suicidal or something crazy then def go to the hospital. Don't play with That shit.

Agreed guys don't be an ass to this kid. He made a mistake juicing young but depression is real shit. I know, I've been there. Do what vino says and if you are really feeling suicidal go see a psychiatrist or go to the hospital. You will be ok man, just take the steps needed to feel better. Anything I can do let me know.
 
I feel like im falling into a dark abbyss of deppression. Took sus deca for for 8 weeks three times a week. Its been about 6 months i can feel i have next to no test. Recently got back into the gym and realised i cant see any gains or sign of muscle growth. Lost all mass from cycle. Sperm count is low. No strength or power in me. Should i go on another course and then do a correct pct or just do one now? What should be in my post cycle therapy (pct)? Im 19 almost 20 and i feel like i have the body if a 50 year old. Help me someone please

you should of never done this to yourself in the first place..for one you are 2 youg...you should of ran test e or c instead of deca since you wanted to do aas(deca sucks azz)...and three u should of had pct...if i was you i would run a test e or c cycle,no sustanon,like 1cc every 5 days and run hcg with it smaLL amounts and then run hcg when you are done with your cycle and follow up with some clomid.....goodluckman...
 
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i dont reccomend you even doing aas,but this is what i would do if i was in your shoes,and then dont touch the stuff until you are over the age of 25....this will make you feel better and your libido will come back and you will gain way more musle with test than you did using deca then do what i tell u and u will keep most of your gains and be looking good and feeling 100%...try it u will c.and also remember to work your azz of even harder in the gym when you finish,foloowd with good protein and some good creatin and b12 and diet of corse...
 
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