While I can't comment on the actual experiences with HCG, I can tell you that it is NOT part of a PCT. You should optimally be taking it while on the cycle as this will keep your testes from taking a nap.
I have now started reconsidering the hCG part of the cycle I've read people that use it during PCT with just clomid, and now I'm finding piles of people using it during their cycle. Don't have enough to run it the entire cycle (total of 5000iu's :S) will figure something out, and worst case scenario ill do it the last 5 week of my cycle.
I'd take a really good look at the bolded and underlined portions. As someone that has had an "ok" diet for a long time, it wasn't until I got very serious about it that I started to see the kind of results we all hope for when using AAS. I too have a similar goal, and I assure you that if you get that diet nailed down (3J is the man to consult btw) you will definitely see far greater results from your cycle.
I will definitely be checking into 3J Heard a lot of good
I'd call you crazy and too young, but you know this and it's frankly too late given your history. Whatever you did to your HPTA is done and there's no use in bashing you for it. At least you are definitely approaching this from an angle of responsibility and informed decisions. For that I applaud you.
Now to the insulin part of your post: I really don't think anyone that is NOT a professional or has aspirations of going pro should mess with the stuff. As a diabetic myself, I can tell you that going into hypoglycemia is absolutely scarier than anything I have EVER experienced with AAS. There have been some doozies such as tren cough, bending a pin in my quad, nicking a large blood vessel, hitting a nerve (done that a few times, d'oh!), abscess scares, stupid high estrogen, stupid low estrogen, having very high blood pressure, prolactin issues with my johnson, and a few more that I've probably blacked out due to trauma.
Point is, you really don't want to mess with the stuff unless you are not only "needing" it, but have a VERY extensive amount of research done prior to picking it up. Having a glucose meter isn't enough; you need to be sure to know what to do and know what the early warning signs are that your blood sugar is about to take a dive.
Lol I don't think I did that much to my HPTA considering when I go for my blood tests my values are all within the norms of a person that has never even touched the sauce. As for the insulin part I do have big goals, I've always had big goals. Definitely not into the competition part, just doing it for myself. Furthermore Ive been living with a diabetic for the past 22 years... Seen my fair share of hypo and its usually during the night around 3 am when sleep is the best... I have a lot of glucose tabs laying around the house, I know the signs and how to work it out... Was considering doing it when I'm with my gym partner and after 15 minutes he questions me and judges my response. I always try and do everything the safe way.
It can most certainly kill you if you are not VERY careful with it. This is why it is pretty low on the risk vs. reward index in my humble opinion. You're a grown man, so obviously you can make up your mind for yourself, but I cannot emphasize just how careful you should be with such a potent hormone. That, and if your diet isn't 100% dialed in, you very well put yourself at risk for putting on extra fat due to the nutrient shuttling properties of insulin. I've yet to meet any insulin-dependent diabetics that didn't put fat on before they learned just how important it is to watch what they eat.
Heard a lot of people saying the same thing since insulin isn't selective. So in the event I do get on insulin I will be cutting out all unnecessary junk in my meal.
I too was hoping it meant something naughty, but...
^ HAD TO RUIN IT.
I'm just going to pretend it is something 21 year old blonde massage therapists with porn goddess bodies do for an extra large tip.
My .02c
EDIT: OP, with that user name; you better get an awesome pic of WW up on there for your avi!
