Urgent post cycle therapy (pct) depression help - history of depression

[Harvie]

dont take the anti depressants as there not gonna do jack shit cause they will make things worst and yes you will feel less androgenic/manly type feel obviously. now mentally/spiritually depends if your ego got inflated during the cycle and got used to the higher expectations. . prob wont feel normal till like 1 to 2 months partly 60% harmonally and prob other half just all mental.

what were your natty test levels?

when i had then tested my test levels were 7.2 and 200 ish i believe. free vs total. when I was 20

 

[Harvie]

On a serious note here....... If it worries you that much you may have naturally low Test levels thus the great sense of confidence etc you have had from this course. The only thing that will tell are bloodworks and you cant get them done now as your Test levels will be high. Do your PCT and take your Anti-d's.....Wait 6 weeks then get your bloods done.

Before you started your course did you feel.....Weak, tired, irritable, low sex drive, lack of confidence, cry at silly things?

Originally when I started on anti d's i did cry at things, broke down in the doctors office. And this is when I found my testosterone levels where low. Overtaining, undereating, barely any fats in my diet etc.

 

[Harvie]

On a serious note here....... If it worries you that much you may have naturally low Test levels thus the great sense of confidence etc you have had from this course. The only thing that will tell are bloodworks and you cant get them done now as your Test levels will be high. Do your PCT and take your Anti-d's.....Wait 6 weeks then get your bloods done.

Before you started your course did you feel.....Weak, tired, irritable, low sex drive, lack of confidence, cry at silly things?

Originally when I started on anti d's i did cry at things, broke down in the doctors office. And this is when I found my testosterone levels where low. Overtaining, undereating, barely any fats in my diet etc. I felt fine before my first cycle, little bit rundown, but I could not get past what i figured my natural low test levels could achieve. As of right now, 11 days after my last pin, 3 days before PCT I have energy still, lack of confidence, lower sex drive, sleeping problems, thinking too much etc.

 

[Matt0071]

hang in there bro, i felt the same if not worse off then u did years back when i first came off, i felt like that for about a week or 2 then subsided, felt like the world was crumbling on top of me, nothing made me happy, wanted to stay inside all the time, not talk to anybody ect ect
it's mind over matter but fight it and u will get passed it
goodluck and what helps is just look foward to your next cycle and think about that!
as for me i know my test levels were low to begin with, my doc wanted to do test shots for $ 300.00 a month which i live in canada, and my job doesnt cover benifits what so ever and cannot afford that
as far as me just cruizing now, yes i am considering that option, my doc doesnt know i am on test ( blasting away) but all in all i think that is the way of my life now, exspecially now with this long haul cycle i am on currently blasting for 7 months bro, so as far as me not knowing potentially i am gonna be a testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) patient for the rest of my life is a very high possibility thats forsure!
gets bloods done after your pct and see where u are at as well
goodluck bro and hang the fuck in there

 

[Trust_]

In 2 weeks you ll be fine... stop stressing about it man...theres always a gap between end of cycle and natty test coming back.

If you dont like the down, dont get the high. (kinda like ''if you cant do the time, dont do the crime'')

I myself embrace my low testosterone when that happens, it means ill be able to start a new cycle very soon!
That + it gives my girlfriend a break from having sex 4 times a day. Its not easy going out with a sexmachine, on gear on top of that
...
This is why we call it cycling. 2 shitty weeks for 5 months of total greatness...hmmm yea...totally worth it.

Btw never mind Mattyice, hes prolly on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) so he doesn't give a fuck about coming off

 

[p91swat]

is that in ng? like in the usa or is that some kind of canadian system? if it is 200ng that very very low for natty.

 

[Harvie]

In 2 weeks you ll be fine... stop stressing about it man...theres always a gap between end of cycle and natty test coming back.

If you dont like the down, dont get the high. (kinda like ''if you cant do the time, dont do the crime'')

I myself embrace my low testosterone when that happens, it means ill be able to start a new cycle very soon!
That + it gives my girlfriend a break from having sex 4 times a day. Its not easy going out with a sexmachine, on gear on top of that
...
This is why we call it cycling. 2 shitty weeks for 5 months of total greatness...hmmm yea...totally worth it.

Btw never mind Mattyice, hes prolly on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) so he doesn't give a fuck about coming off

Thanks Trust, will the hard part be only the low test? Or will it be all the estrogen floating around at the same time? Or a combination. And will this two week be starting now, or from the day of my PCT?

 

[SicVic]

I herd people use the clomid at night before bedtime to avoid that feeling. This true??? Clomid or Nolva doesnt give you evergy I suppose. I recently tried it to see if it was G2G or bunk. 1st night I had trouble sleepin, 2ond and 3rd where a cruse. I took the full does of clomid first day, then second and third half. I don't want to run my estrogen too low I wasnt on a cycle.

 

[Trust_]

Thanks Trust, will the hard part be only the low test? Or will it be all the estrogen floating around at the same time? Or a combination. And will this two week be starting now, or from the day of my PCT?

Nah man, dont make it more complicated then it is. Once your test comes back, in a few days, you will laugh at this. That 2 weeks starts when you're under your normal test level, and lasts until you re back. Imo you should stop focusing on this... What is the problem concretely?

 

[SicVic]

Thanks Trust, will the hard part be only the low test? Or will it be all the estrogen floating around at the same time? Or a combination. And will this two week be starting now, or from the day of my PCT?

Thats lower then what mine was september. Up your clomid and nolvadex 100/100/50/50 nolva 40/40/20/20 or just use triptorelin ( ask one of the vets to help you with triptorelin).

 

[Harvie]

Nah man, dont make it more complicated then it is. Once your test comes back, in a few days, you will laugh at this. That 2 weeks starts when you're under your normal test level, and lasts until you re back. Imo you should stop focusing on this... What is the problem concretely?

Basically I am wondering if Nolva + clomid is needed, since Clomid can lead to depression (which I am prone too)

 

[DD55]

there is the possibility that steroid use has made you gay.

Roflmao.

 

[Trust_]

Roflmao.

X2 hahaha