Hey Mrs.P im having a rough time,right now,im gonna just try and stay busy,its just hard to believe,cause it happened so fast,a month ago everything was normal,and now hes gone,plus i was very,very close to him and my heart is just torn apart,i cried myself to sleep the last 3 nights and wake up doing the same thing,ive kept going to the gym early in the morning to try and relieve some stress and hell i cry there to....its gonna take me some time,cause i was the oldest and closet to him,thank you for your concern hon,you and P