jorlando
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Hey guys, did a test E and deca cycle when i was 25 for 16 weeks and only took DIM as PCT. been pretty much fuarked with natural test since then. I tried clomid and hcg restart off and on for a year.
When I was 27 my TT was 410 and FT was normal but I went to a private TRT lab that prescribed my 200mg of test cyp a week and I jumped on it.
I stayed on TRT for 11 months and felt awesome. Looking back, I loved the way I felt. But my e2 kept going up to high 60's and my BP went up and hematocrit was always increasing. Naturally, my hematocrit is around 49. I quit when I the clinic refused me HCG. Plus, I don't like being addicted to anything.
Long story short, I'm now 31 and married. We might be trying for kids in the next two years. I don't have health insurance, but I do have 2 1/2 vials leftover to self medicate until I can afford insurance. (An endo prescribed me test in january but I haven't pulled the trigger yet. He prescribed 100mg a week and said he will go up to 180 a week max if I'm into lifting weights). I also have arimidex and clomid.
I've tried almost 3 years of eating clean and compound exercises, but not much to show for. I guess what I really miss is the mental effects and confidence.
Should I say screw it and try again?
Latest labs:
July 2015- TT 322 ref range: 348-1122
FT 8.9 ref range: 8.7-25.1
December 2015 TT 273 ref range same as above
FT 10.1
Endocrinologist's labs came back in January 2016 with TT at 267 I believe. I've also had four more blood tests done before july 2015 and I'm always between 270-320 ish.
If I start TRT I'm afriad I'll be on for life with no chance to cycle on and off just in case.
When I was 27 my TT was 410 and FT was normal but I went to a private TRT lab that prescribed my 200mg of test cyp a week and I jumped on it.
I stayed on TRT for 11 months and felt awesome. Looking back, I loved the way I felt. But my e2 kept going up to high 60's and my BP went up and hematocrit was always increasing. Naturally, my hematocrit is around 49. I quit when I the clinic refused me HCG. Plus, I don't like being addicted to anything.
Long story short, I'm now 31 and married. We might be trying for kids in the next two years. I don't have health insurance, but I do have 2 1/2 vials leftover to self medicate until I can afford insurance. (An endo prescribed me test in january but I haven't pulled the trigger yet. He prescribed 100mg a week and said he will go up to 180 a week max if I'm into lifting weights). I also have arimidex and clomid.
I've tried almost 3 years of eating clean and compound exercises, but not much to show for. I guess what I really miss is the mental effects and confidence.
Should I say screw it and try again?
Latest labs:
July 2015- TT 322 ref range: 348-1122
FT 8.9 ref range: 8.7-25.1
December 2015 TT 273 ref range same as above
FT 10.1
Endocrinologist's labs came back in January 2016 with TT at 267 I believe. I've also had four more blood tests done before july 2015 and I'm always between 270-320 ish.
If I start TRT I'm afriad I'll be on for life with no chance to cycle on and off just in case.