what if your totally scard up now like me!?!

it's fuked its healing so i cant rub off scabs but i need to wash to keep new ones at bay!! rilly sucks. fuck test as a base!! when i used deca as main base and only a lil test "150mg a week" i didnt have this fukin prob. shouldent have listened to the peeps on thes net forms but o well maybe its cuz im a hairy beast.