I'll let you know in a week, I start a 10 week cycle of Tornel Test 200 at 400mg a week.
Steroids brought to the surface anxiety that had been laying dormant my whole life. I was very scared at the time because I couldn't breathe and my hands were fuzzy and I thought my steroids were killing me (landed me in the e.r.), until I learned what it really was. I have a chemical imbalance that causes general anxiety disorder (It happens for no reason at any given time.) For me, it's not like the commercials you see where someone is anxious, scared of interaction with people, or anything of the sort. I am a really outgoing person.
WHAT IS A PANIC ATTACK:
For those of you who don't know, it is a sudden full body alert that something is bad wrong, when in fact nothing is. Adrenaline is pumping, hands are fuzzy, lightheaded, hard to breathe, heart palpations, etc. It's very scary and no matter how many times you tell yourself it's fust the attack it's near impossible to fight off. Your body is sending mixed emergency signals when there is no danger. Mind over matter does not apply here.
Since then a year ago I have been prescribed 30mg Paxil and I take that daily. I dont get panic attacks anymore, but I still fill my prescription to Xanax (.5mg x 30) even though I don't need them anymore and haven't in many months.
So I plan to start juicing again and hopefully I'll be able to keep the attacks that are almost guaranteed to occur from steroid use--in check with my Paxil and my stockpile of Xanax if needed.
P.s. this time I am doing a test only cycle to see if it was just the d-bol that was causing it. For more information on my history with steroid use and anxiety visit the link below. I am trying to figure it all out myself as there wasn't much information out there for me, so I may share it with future users or future non-users.
http://www.steroidology.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=37585