Biggin & newbie....i appreciate your honesty and feedback and i am taking into consideration.
To answer your question as to why i am willing to take the possible risk
1) some of us take risks for vanity all the time (plastic surgury, aas, etc)
2) I am very careful and will be running blood tests
3) I have done aas right after i donated and from the post blood tests i didnt hurt or damage anything, and it was even a harder cycle (eq, tren, win)
Just so you know, i am still thinking about what to do or not do based on your suggestions and concern.....if i do decide to move forward this is what i would do
-pre blood test to see where my kidny/liver levels are
-trial 4 week pro hormone run (maybe 1-tren)
-post blood test to see if the pro-hormone affected anything or if i recoverd OK
-If OK (and only if OK) take 3 months off and start aas for a 8 week cycle
-cycle: prop 50mg eod, var 20 mg ed weeks 2-8.
-Final blood test at end to see how i was affected.
- if after all this (prob a 6 month process) everything is OK with my health, i will consider 2 cycles per year (1 being similar to above) and one being Primo only for safety reasons
As you have all noticed i am not opposed to constructive critisim so please give me your thoughts......there is nothingyou will say that will make me "definitley" do it or "defitnetly not" do it as you said i am my own man and make my own mistakes but everything you all say is factored into my decsions