I messed up and need help...

I took a cycle of dbol only for 25 mg a day without any post cycle therapy (pct) and cane out fine and also had blood checked. I got off for a year then started another cycle. Tnt and deca where tnt is tren e and test e mix. I shot .5ml one week then deca .5ml the next week and kept this pattern. I took no post cycle therapy (pct) because of many problems and the lack of knowledge. But im just worried whether i will still be able to have kids in the future and if i messed anything up. Im an idiot i know but i need help bad. Is there anything other than post cycle therapy (pct) i can get like at a pharmacy that will help me or any boosters? Also i took really small dosages but how bad did it shut me down and will i be able to recover and have kids or should i just keep cycling longer till i get post cycle therapy (pct)s.

Stats: age 24, height: 5'11 weight: 235
 
Honestly cycling is the last thing you need to do. You have no clue what you are doing. So you are saying you are taking Test and Tren E every other week and Deca every other week?? That Dbol only cycle was retarded as well. At least you admit you are an idiot. The only way to determine if you are shut down is by blood work. I seriously recommend you stop this cycle completely and run a proper post cycle therapy (pct). And if you decide to cycle in the future, please research this stuff. Tren on a second cycle?? Yeah, not a good idea. You also don't mention the use of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG), Aromatase inhibitor (AI), nor did you do a proper PCT after your first retarded Dbol only cycle. I am not bashing you, but you definitely are clueless. However, take this criticism and research all this stuff and you will see how retarded your cycles have been.
 
Not sure where to start, so many things wrong here, this is your second cycle without post cycle therapy (pct)? And you knew no PCT was stupid your first run?

From what I'm reading, you are doing 175mgs of test e, 75mgs tren e one week, and the next week your running 100mg deca (these would theoretically be your dosages if you are only doing .5cc's).

That means you are doing only 175mgs of test every two weeks! Bro, this isn't even an Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) dose! Am I missing something here??? You're simply shutting yourself down and getting zero benefits for it, more so just fking yourself up.

I'm surprised that you're not seeing sides.

How long have you been on for?

Go to your doc, tell him you fkd up and get a post cycle therapy (pct), or order from a reputable ugl, do a post cycle therapy (pct), get off the gear, and don't touch it again!

You keep going like this, yes you will fk yourself up for good.
 
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Well of course your natural test levels are shut down...to what degree nobody can tell you, bloodwork is the only definitive answer. I suggest you get a hold of some proper post cycle therapy (pct) chems to assist in restoring your HPTA. If you have no post cycle therapy (pct) protocol at hand and you have more test, I would keep going until you get your chems, at a testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) dose at least, just so the hormonal crash isn't as bad. You have much to learn bud, and I hope this has taught you a valuable lesson. Always have your entire cycle and ancillaries in your possession, before you embark on a cycle. Also neither myself or anyone else on the internet is going to be able to diagnose your sperm count, again this is a matter for your MD to help you with.
 
You know what im just going to come out with it i only am 1 week into this cycle and today i should be taking the .5ml of deca. Should i just go on with the tnt for 4 weeks or get some more and leave deca out?
 
Cheapest way you can find out how bad you messed up is getting some bloodwork done, you can get that done here Menopause Testing - Private MD

From reading your post you worried about beeing able to have kids in the future, but you dont mention if you are currently experiencing any sides. Are you?
 
No sides as i can see. I havent gotten any acne, hairloss, no limp dick nothing. Also i dont know if this affects it but my dicks still shooting. Also my balls went down in size after one shot so what should i do shoot .5ml of tnt every week n leave the deca out?
 
holy, that's a lot of gear for no PCT!.. and yeah get the bloodwork done ASAP, and don't touch anymore gear until you know what you are doing - the stickies can teach you everything you need to know
 
No sides as i can see. I havent gotten any acne, hairloss, no limp dick nothing. Also i dont know if this affects it but my dicks still shooting. Also my balls went down in size after one shot so what should i do shoot .5ml of tnt every week n leave the deca out?

Dude, quit ignoring advice people are giving you. You should stop this cycle all together. You have no clue what you are doing. Are you running HCG?? What about an AI?? How about something for prolactin issues?? The answer to all of that is no. You are running a stupid cycle and even if you stay at .5ml every week, it is not a high enough dose. That is why I recommend you get off all together and then research how to cycle and then outline a new cycle and get some feedback before you take the plunge and fuck up yourself again. What are your plans for PCT??
 
Oh you are only one week into cycle? So 1 injection then. Stop everything now in that case, you will be fine. Educate yourself for a good while, and go into your next real cycle with the confidence you need to be safe and healthy. And please don't leave out important information like that in the future, you will not get the proper help you need if you leave details like that out. My earlier suggestion of continuing a moderate Test dose until you get a PCT protocol no longer applies anymore. I think it would be prudent to halt everything at this point. This approach you are taking is reckless.
 
Get your blood work done and your swimmers tested if they are fine you've got nothing o worry abt Else
Day 1-10 hcg 1000 iu ed
Day 11-45 clomid 100g ed nolvadex 40 mg ed
 
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