Kratom and UNDERGROUND SUPPS

I got my firstpacks in and last night did 1 level teaspoon, 2.21 grams and then 1 more gram for a total of 3.27 25 ms to chill and laid down w a movie at 10 05 pm.

At 0730 I woke..never got up to piss, to take ANOTHER fkn benzo, trazadone or whatever...I forgot what unaided sleep was like...by aided I mean rx pills, half a bottle of Nyquil.

What strain were you using?
 
red thai

for pain and sedation those of you who know..know I m been so shot up, bludgeoned and pummeled as US School Crossing guard...at 1 time I was given a crazy amount of opiates, benzo s, anti psychotics, etc.
I think once they spend a million or 2 training you to fuck shit up...they want you DOWN. Hard.

I ll start tomorrow with 2 grams Maeng da..have it by bed instead of an lt or 3 and aderol...I m to fucked to ever not need help..chemical for body and brain but to get down...way down and either swap or augment..

Like aas..I need to dial my doses in...then I write what s working for me
 
Iamthe mental mod here; we allknowthat. I got my firstpacks in and last night did 1 level teaspoon, 2.21 grams and then 1 more gram for a total of 3.27 25 ms to chill and laid down w a movie at 10 05 pm.

At 0730 I woke..never got up to piss, to take ANOTHER fkn benzo, trazadone or whatever...I forgot what unaided sleep was like...by aided I mean rx pills, half a bottle of Nyquil.

Those of you know me and my story know I ve been rebuilt w scews, titanium plates rods and cadavear parts. You also know I ve been a VA sponsored junkie battle with my mind to varying degrees. If I can either drop the opiates for pain benzo s for panic and insomnia...or even switch back and forth to lower my dependence...I have not been so optimistic in quite awhile.

JJ, QueeferI m tracking this...doses of what and when...and what rx s doses I m on. Anything that helps me to help others, especially young guy s you KNOW I m Mr Low dose on aas. I ve lost to many people from my past to reckless doc s, reckless behavior.

Your answers to queries were timely and informed. Many thank s gentlemen.

I am sincerely happy that we are able to help you.
 
red thai

for pain and sedation those of you who know..know I m been so shot up, bludgeoned and pummeled as US School Crossing guard...at 1 time I was given a crazy amount of opiates, benzo s, anti psychotics, etc.
I think once they spend a million or 2 training you to fuck shit up...they want you DOWN. Hard.

I ll start tomorrow with 2 grams Maeng da..have it by bed instead of an lt or 3 and aderol...I m to fucked to ever not need help..chemical for body and brain but to get down...way down and either swap or augment..

Like aas..I need to dial my doses in...then I write what s working for me

How did it go with the Maeng Da?
 
I really enjoyed my method of taking my kratom last night preworkout in my rocky road flavored whey protein/oat drink. That's what I'll do again this evening. I chug the drink and leave for the gym right after so the effects of the kratom kick in when I get there.
 
These new batches of Red Thai and Maeng Da that Q sent me are so moist and fresh green that they kind of stick to the scooper. I love it! Fresh equals potent! :D
 
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