ktom1980
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Call me crazy but I want to look like an Avenger. I've always wanted a bod like Captain America or Superman or Batman or something. I can't believe I'm 31 fucking years old and I just admitted that ... but they just look so fucking cool. I'm 193 lbs. with some muscle, some chub...my face is good but my body genetics are terrible ... I kinda have a long way to go. (Pics on the way.)
I'm an actor (Believe me, I say that with my tail between my legs). I found Steroidology.com because my managers have asked me to "pay more attention to my look." I've been meeting with new agencies and they all say the same things -- we look for talent, personality and looks. "Looks should probably be number one," my manager admitted. They've asked me to drop 40 lbs. by the end of the summer.
So here I am -- an active dude who's run three marathons and knows his way around a gym, college educated, attractive enough, a well trained actor -- scouring the internet for a quick answer for Hollywood perfection. Steroids.
And the research on this site is incredible. In an evening, I felt like I consumed enough information to make a decision -- 40 mg. of Anavar should do the trick. Get the body lean. Get the agency. Be on top of the world!
But then I keep reading, and I'm seeing all this advice on "be patient, the right source will come to you," and I don't have a source, so I'm impatient as fuck but telling myself to be cool -- and I'm looking shit up online -- and I'm so inexperienced in this shit I have no idea what's real or fake -- and I'm not about to Western Union Uzbeckifuckingstan, and then I read comments like, "maybe you should work hard and lean up first ..." "maybe you should get off the chouch" "Maybe you should put the time in at the gym first" "Stick around, get to know people" ...
And after a night of sleep I realized that's totally right.
I'm using this site to post a journal of first my weight loss goals. I'm going hard core. I'm going supermodel Zoolander shit. I'm going turkey, eggwhites, Isopure and spinach. Like Popeye.
I'm starting whenever the Isopure arrives from Bodybuilding.com. In the meantime I quit smoking. Tonight closes my third day without a smoke.
This motivation to shape my body isn't anything new -- it's been a dream for a long time. I'm owning that shit and taking it to the next level! Fuck yeah!
(PS: I still haven't ruled out anabolics. But I think it makes more sense for me to see where I can take my body with absolute dedication to fit training and discipline in diet. Then, maybe I'll only need anabolics as icing and not the whole cake.)
Come back and check my progress!
I'm an actor (Believe me, I say that with my tail between my legs). I found Steroidology.com because my managers have asked me to "pay more attention to my look." I've been meeting with new agencies and they all say the same things -- we look for talent, personality and looks. "Looks should probably be number one," my manager admitted. They've asked me to drop 40 lbs. by the end of the summer.
So here I am -- an active dude who's run three marathons and knows his way around a gym, college educated, attractive enough, a well trained actor -- scouring the internet for a quick answer for Hollywood perfection. Steroids.
And the research on this site is incredible. In an evening, I felt like I consumed enough information to make a decision -- 40 mg. of Anavar should do the trick. Get the body lean. Get the agency. Be on top of the world!
But then I keep reading, and I'm seeing all this advice on "be patient, the right source will come to you," and I don't have a source, so I'm impatient as fuck but telling myself to be cool -- and I'm looking shit up online -- and I'm so inexperienced in this shit I have no idea what's real or fake -- and I'm not about to Western Union Uzbeckifuckingstan, and then I read comments like, "maybe you should work hard and lean up first ..." "maybe you should get off the chouch" "Maybe you should put the time in at the gym first" "Stick around, get to know people" ...
And after a night of sleep I realized that's totally right.
I'm using this site to post a journal of first my weight loss goals. I'm going hard core. I'm going supermodel Zoolander shit. I'm going turkey, eggwhites, Isopure and spinach. Like Popeye.
I'm starting whenever the Isopure arrives from Bodybuilding.com. In the meantime I quit smoking. Tonight closes my third day without a smoke.
This motivation to shape my body isn't anything new -- it's been a dream for a long time. I'm owning that shit and taking it to the next level! Fuck yeah!
(PS: I still haven't ruled out anabolics. But I think it makes more sense for me to see where I can take my body with absolute dedication to fit training and discipline in diet. Then, maybe I'll only need anabolics as icing and not the whole cake.)
Come back and check my progress!