Made up my mind, didnt pin toniht, tonight was suppose to be tren+ test, gonna drop down to my cruise dose at 200mg/week, what woukd u do in meantime, cut, maintain, or still keep cals at 3800
Matt, I haven't made any comment on your thread so far, even though I have my opinion on your progress, current state and cycle history.
Before you call me out for pics you can dig my started threads and find one with my pics, I'm by no mean a hardcore BBer and I don't have an outstanding physique.
I think that getting back to cruise doses is the best idea you had so far since you started these weekly progress pics.
I would suggest you to keep the calories high for while, something like 4 to 8 weeks, the longer the better, my point being that if you loose mass quickly you'll feel frustrated and jump back on tren within a few weeks.
Adjust your cal intake until you're at maintenance level. From there, do a slow and steady cut. You will be pissed by your strenght stepping back but the trade is that you will progressively see more and more of the muscle you've built. It will also help you to learn about what food works for you, what are your maintenance and deficit levels, etc...
Once you're around 14-10% BF you can hop on tren again. IMO you're sitting at around 20% now and it is too high to run gear, you must aromatize quite a bit. Lowering your BF will make it much easier for you and for us to gauge your progress.
Give your body a break, it is not a waste of time at all if in the meantime you adjust your diet and training and get back to gear stronger and healthier. I don't want to sound paternalistic especially since it is not the topic of this thread, but you're a father now, don't wreck your body for something as superficial as being big. I know you're doing bloods, that you feel good, etc...but you've been on a fair amount of juice for an extended period of time.
I sincerely wish you the best.