My next cycle. Test, EQ, Masteron, Anavar

[PapaNoel]

So i heard this story from a friend of mine... Her package got seized and custom informed her etc...
And this was months ago and yesterday she got a letter with the same tracking id as the packaged that was seized...

She's understandable afraid to pick it up but I told her it has to be that they can't seize vitamin and/or hCG and only her testo/anavar
But how good would months old non refrigerated hCG even be?
Should she even bother to pick it up?

 

[Sharkweek]

So i heard this story from a friend of mine... Her package got seized and custom informed her etc...
And this was months ago and yesterday she got a letter with the same tracking id as the packaged that was seized...

She's understandable afraid to pick it up but I told her it has to be that they can't seize vitamin and/or hCG and only her testo/anavar
But how good would months old non refrigerated hCG even be?
Should she even bother to pick it up?

Hard pass from me on this. Not worth it for some hcg.

 

[Mycelium]

Is this in the US? Got a letter? Like its at a post office? Where did the letter come from for her to come pick it up from?

 

[PapaNoel]

Is this in the US? Got a letter? Like its at a post office? Where did the letter come from for her to come pick it up from?

This is europe.
She got one letter from the customs saying they seized a package containing testosterone/anavar, which is an illegal substances and it will be destroyed. Nothing more happens.
Then she gets the normal post office letter about 3 weeks after the customs papers. to go pick up the package at a service point, like you would any other package. Sting operations are not allowed by law here. Also technically, for customs to send illegal substances would be a crime in itself.

Super weird if you ask me
I'm pretty sure they're not allowed to destroy something thats not illegal but I have no idea.

 

[PapaNoel]

I told her to just go pick it up because there's no logical reason for anything bad to be able to happen, once I had thought it through.
And I was right, they were not allowed to seize her B-Vitamin ampoules and she got to keep them lol.

 

[PapaNoel]

The new workout program is a fucking killer... I have yet to finish one of the workouts properly...
I also stretched the shoulder bone ish or whatever its called when doing deadlifts today... Has happened before but usually when I do flat bench press.
Also fainted/blacked out for a few seconds but it was cause I layed down after a heavy set and stood up to fast, also been slacking on food and water intake for the day.

GHRP2 seems to increase thermogenesis quite a lot, I was sweating like on tren today, didn't even stop sweat during rest time, it just kept pouring.

 

[PapaNoel]

I'm also having acne breakouts but its weird, it's in places I've never had them before... Most are on front delts and a lot on my face.
Back is surprisingly clear, which is usually the place I get them... These are also puss zits and not the more cyst deep skin like ones you usually get from steroids.

I can only chalk it down to winstrol because that's the only new compound for me.
Any ideas? Scrubbing or tanning doesn't help like usual either.

 

[PapaNoel]

So just randomly my mom was gonna help girlfriend over the phone and for some reason I just googled my girlfriends(or well ex i suppose...) number...
Now I understand why she's always so busy...

Not only has she lied about her fucking name, she also forgot to mention her husband that live together.... I thought it was weird I could never come over because "her cousin is staying with me"...
So pretty much everything she's said has been a lie... And of course I really fell for this girl too...

I'm in shock right now... Can't believe someone can be this evil... Not sure if I want to cry or kill a bitch....

Any fun ideas on how to approach this?
She don't know I know and she won't suspect anything because it's been so long.

 

[scorob777]

Women are complicated. She obviously has her reasons why she's running around on her husband, and why she couldn't be honest with you. I wouldn't get mad at that whole situation, but I would want to discuss it with her and try to understand.

Depending on what you are looking for, this one might be a pass - no matter how hard you fell for her.

 

[Mycelium]

I'd just cut loses and walk away. Maybe if she contacts you again just ask how her husband feels about the relationship.

They may have some type of open relationship where she can get dick somewhere else but not at home and he can do the same.


What do you want? An intimate relationship ending in marriage? . . . cut it off.

 

[PapaNoel]

Women are complicated. She obviously has her reasons why she's running around on her husband, and why she couldn't be honest with you. I wouldn't get mad at that whole situation, but I would want to discuss it with her and try to understand.
Depending on what you are looking for, this one might be a pass - no matter how hard you fell for her.

Wise advice for sure bro and I do agree.
I don't mind the whole husband thing that much, I think we've all been in miserable relationships and wanted out, and sometimes it takes time, nothing weird there.
What I can't stand is the violation of trust. And I brought it up today and she tried to lie about it and say it wasn't her but pushed and she cracked and started blaming me, saying how I've gone through her purse, how I stalked her, how I'm this and that...

Honestly think I dodged a bullet on this one.

 

[PapaNoel]

I'd just cut loses and walk away. Maybe if she contacts you again just ask how her husband feels about the relationship.
They may have some type of open relationship where she can get dick somewhere else but not at home and he can do the same.
what do you want? An intimate relationship ending in marriage? . . . cut it off.

Yeh, the breach of trust is a huge deal breaker for me, I've dated escorts so I'm not exactly the jealous type but trust is super important for me in any type of relationship. If I can't trust my girl or my brother, why should I want them next to me?
And more importantly, what point is there when there's no trust?

For the record, I want family and kids.

 

[PapaNoel]

Leg day today... First time in 2, maybe 3 weeks and I could tell...
And the new program was not being nice, it was a real struggle to walk home from the gym...
I'm bit dreading the soreness coming tomorrow...
At least I have rest day tomorrow and it's friday

Diet has been pretty shitty but my fat loss has been accelerated heavily, even the stubborn love handles are starting to move.
Hard to chalk it down to one thing but I do think winstrol and GHRP-2 is a huge factor in this and surely masteron and anavar isn't hurting the progress either.

So far I really like this stack, it feels really powerful, I see results a lot faster than usual.
The only drawback is that something is giving me a lot of acne and making me very tired, the tiredness could just be lack of carbs/food overall though.
I also feel like I need to donate blood, I'm getting more tired easier and haven't really dialed in the feeling of high hematocrit but think this week is my first indicator.
Blood work is planned for end of month and I'm not allowed to donate for another 6 weeks so not much to do anyhow.

 

[Mycelium]

Being stacked up and the peptides I'm sure muscle mass should be safe and recovery on point.

I'm impatiently waiting on both your lab results and how the program works out!

Giggly legs are very weird to walk on haha

 

[PapaNoel]

Being stacked up and the peptides I'm sure muscle mass should be safe and recovery on point.
I'm impatiently waiting on both your lab results and how the program works out!
Giggly legs are very weird to walk on haha

I find it so extremely hard to judge progress, often it feels like i'm becoming smaller but then I look at some older pictures and realize I'm growing just fine, I just was a very skinny dude to begin with.
And I also keep moving the bar for how big I want to be and look.
But for now I still wanna cut and get as low as possible and next cycle I can gain a bit of fat but still stay in single digits while bulking.

 

[Mycelium]

Frank Zane said take pictures constantly. I cant remember where I was reading it, what I was reading, or what it was even about but one of his thing was pictures. Then there is a photograph we can set side by side and see. He said he had thousands of pictures. I know from day to day I can look in the mirror and think I look different.

 

[PapaNoel]

Frank Zane said take pictures constantly. I cant remember where I was reading it, what I was reading, or what it was even about but one of his thing was pictures. Then there is a photograph we can set side by side and see. He said he had thousands of pictures. I know from day to day I can look in the mirror and think I look different.

I actually took one picture per day every day last cycle, was gonna do one of those time loop videos but was bit harder than I thought so never did it.
Been pretty lazy with pictures, don't really like being in pictures overall and I don't really use social media much either.

I did find one shirtless picture before any steroids, that to end of this cycle should be a good comparison though

 

[PapaNoel]

Its supposed to be rest day but im so fucking bored I think i'll go do a 30 min core/cardio run, just a little extra teaser for the beach lol

 

[PapaNoel]

Note to self...
Friday noon.

Winstrol inject 40 mg (0.8ml) Left quad (Injectable is gone by saturday/sunday)
Masteron prop 80 mg (0.8ml) Right glute.
Test Prop 100mg (1ml) Right glute
Clomid 50mg
Aromasin started. 10mg ed.
hCG 500iu.
Var/Prov 20mg

 

[PapaNoel]

I feel and look depleted...like my muscles are soft and not hard.
Bit hard to describe but something is different today and off today.