dirkdiggler9969
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Sup bros, this topic is gonna be way off my usual advice topics or progress topics. I've been using Anabolic Androgenic Steroids (AAS) for about 4 years now. I'm almost 27 and I'm in the best shape of my life. I'm 6"1" 205lbs with about 7-9%bf. I drink maybe 1 beer a month and use no other illegal drugs. I run pretty tame cycles, I usually run about 600mgs a week of Test and 600mg a week of EQ. Every second or Third cycle I've thown in Tren for 10 weeks or Winstrol (winny) and even kicked things off with Dbol before. I do everything moderately and follow perfect post cycle therapy (pct) everytime. My only side effects have every been a little Hair Loss on the Tren,some acne here and there and maybe two case of Gyno that was quickly blown away by Novla for a couple days.
After that long intro. here is the problem. On January 2nd I woke up around 7:30am and started ironing some pants. While ironing I got dizzy and fell down. When I tried to get back up, nothing on my right side worked. I tried several times but just couldn't get make my body remain straight without falling to the right. My girlfriend came in the room after she heard me calling to her (thank God) and said I was making very little scense. After a few seconds she asked me if I wanted to go to the Hospital and I nodded yes. Once at the hospital I got a PIERCING migraine. I get migraines maybe a couple times a year but this one was absolutely crippling. The emergency room puts me in the fucking hallway for 4 hours, I'm sure they're thinking I did some blow and fucked myself up or that I partied too hard on New Years Eve.(granted I still can't walk at this time) Finally they start ordering more test than an EKG or a Chest X-ray. I have an MRI and an MRE(MRI with contrast in your body) the MRI shows that I had a stroke in my Cerebelum which controls your balance. After that is discovered the mood of my nurses totally changes and I got literally 15 nurses in my room ripping off all my shit to get me down to the stroke ward. Once there the doctors order some heart test( a heart ultrasound and a TEE(It's where they shoved a camera down my throat into my stomach to take pictures of the back of my heart.)) The ultrasound showed a perfect heart, even while on 600mg's test and 600mg's EQ my BP is 120 over 80. However, the TEE showed that I now have a tumor inside my Aortic Valve. Wow. Juice is obviously the first thing that goes through my mind and out of all my visitors only my Gf and best friend knows about AAS. I was still open minded througout the whole thing that it could be from something else other than Juice until every doctor was completely baffled by it (They sent my films to Shands and Jackson Memorial for help and my current thoracic surgeon is extremely recognized as the best around here). One of the only things that my mother always wanted to know when we saw a new doctor was the same meaningless question, "What caused this ?" And before I tell you what they all said, My first profession choice was in medicine and I'm very informed as in regards to tumors and the unexplained growth of them, however, you smoke/lung cancer... you drink/liver cancer ext. But sometimes things just show up fo lack of a better term. But as far as a tumor inside the Aortic Valve goes, all doctors said " Nobody knows for sure except that lots of drug injections have been shown to cause them." Now before you guy's try to flame me, remember. I LOVE JUICE. This isn't a big "don't do juice thread". The doctor's who said this had no idea I was on juice. My levels were back to normal and I just look like I'm extremely in shape( normal folks only think that the big Ronnie muthafuckers are the only ones on, it never crosses their mind that, "hmm, that 50cent fellow sure has big arms or that Timbaland dude used to be fat and no he's completely and utterly jacked... those wonderful hollywood workouts, must've been the 300 one.") I've just always kept all you bro's informed with all the good and now I just wanna tell you what's going on with me and to try and act as a point of reference for some research on Juice for you guys. There is nothing I've ever done that could explain this tumor except for AAS. My choice now has become to never touch the stuff again. It's gonna be hard. I really enjoyed bulking up to 220 in the winter and then chopping it all down and discoving 5 new solid pounds that weren't gonna leave me ever. I know that those of you who don't know me are gonna say this is some dumb newbie I've never seen post much but, my life has been crazy the last couple years with a divorce, a new house( that bitch stole the other one...cunt) and working just about 60hrs a week, so my post have slowed now that I'm so busy and don't really need too much information since my cycles are always similar. StoneCold, Douggie, Niclipse and Dolf can vouche for me, I know my shit and I would've continued to use Anabolic Androgenic Steroids (AAS) until I just wanted to stop. There's so little research out there good or bad and this won't get documented because I never told the doctors due to Insurance and Workmans Comp restraints.
HEART SURGERY STUFF YOU CAN STOP READING HERE IF YOUR NOT INTERESTED
So, I now have to have Open Heart Surgery in about 6 weeks to remove this tumor. Anyonme who knows anything about tumors also knows that it might be worse when they get in there and the doctor is pretty must plannning on it so I have to decide on what type of Heart Valve that I want. Mechanical, Tissue(Cadaver), or Ross Procedure (What Arnold had). I'm currently on Coumadin( a blood thinner ) which sucks. If I choose the Mechanical I'd have to stay on it which is just not an option for me( I'm on it now pre-surgery to prevent another stroke and I was brushing my teeth 2 nights ago and my gums bled for about 25 minutes, my gum never bleed). I'm totally freaking out because now all of my stroke symptoms except for a mild headache are gone and I feel totally normal. However, the Tumor has to go because either some of it broke loose and caused the stroke or the turbulance of blood going over it caused a clot. I can't beleive that at 26 and in the best shape of my life with everything the best it's ever been I gotta have surgery where they stop my heart. I can't get angry because there's no one to be angry with except where I'm driving the Mcdonalds by my Gym and some Fat bitch with a puntestine hanging down to her knees flicks her cigarette out of the window as she leaves the drivethrough... and she got to make it to 40.
I know If I read this thread before I would be like , nah, not me that dude must be leaving something out, but I'm not. I'll keep you guys posted and right before surgery I'm leaving a list of things for my GF to do if something were to happen and one of them will be to let you guys know.Later.
After that long intro. here is the problem. On January 2nd I woke up around 7:30am and started ironing some pants. While ironing I got dizzy and fell down. When I tried to get back up, nothing on my right side worked. I tried several times but just couldn't get make my body remain straight without falling to the right. My girlfriend came in the room after she heard me calling to her (thank God) and said I was making very little scense. After a few seconds she asked me if I wanted to go to the Hospital and I nodded yes. Once at the hospital I got a PIERCING migraine. I get migraines maybe a couple times a year but this one was absolutely crippling. The emergency room puts me in the fucking hallway for 4 hours, I'm sure they're thinking I did some blow and fucked myself up or that I partied too hard on New Years Eve.(granted I still can't walk at this time) Finally they start ordering more test than an EKG or a Chest X-ray. I have an MRI and an MRE(MRI with contrast in your body) the MRI shows that I had a stroke in my Cerebelum which controls your balance. After that is discovered the mood of my nurses totally changes and I got literally 15 nurses in my room ripping off all my shit to get me down to the stroke ward. Once there the doctors order some heart test( a heart ultrasound and a TEE(It's where they shoved a camera down my throat into my stomach to take pictures of the back of my heart.)) The ultrasound showed a perfect heart, even while on 600mg's test and 600mg's EQ my BP is 120 over 80. However, the TEE showed that I now have a tumor inside my Aortic Valve. Wow. Juice is obviously the first thing that goes through my mind and out of all my visitors only my Gf and best friend knows about AAS. I was still open minded througout the whole thing that it could be from something else other than Juice until every doctor was completely baffled by it (They sent my films to Shands and Jackson Memorial for help and my current thoracic surgeon is extremely recognized as the best around here). One of the only things that my mother always wanted to know when we saw a new doctor was the same meaningless question, "What caused this ?" And before I tell you what they all said, My first profession choice was in medicine and I'm very informed as in regards to tumors and the unexplained growth of them, however, you smoke/lung cancer... you drink/liver cancer ext. But sometimes things just show up fo lack of a better term. But as far as a tumor inside the Aortic Valve goes, all doctors said " Nobody knows for sure except that lots of drug injections have been shown to cause them." Now before you guy's try to flame me, remember. I LOVE JUICE. This isn't a big "don't do juice thread". The doctor's who said this had no idea I was on juice. My levels were back to normal and I just look like I'm extremely in shape( normal folks only think that the big Ronnie muthafuckers are the only ones on, it never crosses their mind that, "hmm, that 50cent fellow sure has big arms or that Timbaland dude used to be fat and no he's completely and utterly jacked... those wonderful hollywood workouts, must've been the 300 one.") I've just always kept all you bro's informed with all the good and now I just wanna tell you what's going on with me and to try and act as a point of reference for some research on Juice for you guys. There is nothing I've ever done that could explain this tumor except for AAS. My choice now has become to never touch the stuff again. It's gonna be hard. I really enjoyed bulking up to 220 in the winter and then chopping it all down and discoving 5 new solid pounds that weren't gonna leave me ever. I know that those of you who don't know me are gonna say this is some dumb newbie I've never seen post much but, my life has been crazy the last couple years with a divorce, a new house( that bitch stole the other one...cunt) and working just about 60hrs a week, so my post have slowed now that I'm so busy and don't really need too much information since my cycles are always similar. StoneCold, Douggie, Niclipse and Dolf can vouche for me, I know my shit and I would've continued to use Anabolic Androgenic Steroids (AAS) until I just wanted to stop. There's so little research out there good or bad and this won't get documented because I never told the doctors due to Insurance and Workmans Comp restraints.
HEART SURGERY STUFF YOU CAN STOP READING HERE IF YOUR NOT INTERESTED
So, I now have to have Open Heart Surgery in about 6 weeks to remove this tumor. Anyonme who knows anything about tumors also knows that it might be worse when they get in there and the doctor is pretty must plannning on it so I have to decide on what type of Heart Valve that I want. Mechanical, Tissue(Cadaver), or Ross Procedure (What Arnold had). I'm currently on Coumadin( a blood thinner ) which sucks. If I choose the Mechanical I'd have to stay on it which is just not an option for me( I'm on it now pre-surgery to prevent another stroke and I was brushing my teeth 2 nights ago and my gums bled for about 25 minutes, my gum never bleed). I'm totally freaking out because now all of my stroke symptoms except for a mild headache are gone and I feel totally normal. However, the Tumor has to go because either some of it broke loose and caused the stroke or the turbulance of blood going over it caused a clot. I can't beleive that at 26 and in the best shape of my life with everything the best it's ever been I gotta have surgery where they stop my heart. I can't get angry because there's no one to be angry with except where I'm driving the Mcdonalds by my Gym and some Fat bitch with a puntestine hanging down to her knees flicks her cigarette out of the window as she leaves the drivethrough... and she got to make it to 40.
I know If I read this thread before I would be like , nah, not me that dude must be leaving something out, but I'm not. I'll keep you guys posted and right before surgery I'm leaving a list of things for my GF to do if something were to happen and one of them will be to let you guys know.Later.
