Well...I think its safe to say I'm screwed :(

[Alpin]

True I won't wait forever to get a prescription. I don't want to go another year feeling like this. I'm too young. Hopefully the endo appointment won't take long to get in..like within the next 2 months. At least they will call for proper blood work panels so I will have a full understanding what is happening to me. I am quite sure it is testosterone because prior to screwing myself up last winter I felt great. Always crazy libido lots of energy. Very positive and motivated person. Put on muscle really well and didn't gain fat all that easily. It is now all the opposite. If the endo appointment is going to be a year from now (doctor said it could potentially take that long) I will do a restart with underground lab chems. A credible one I already know one that is great. I just hate the idea of Canadian healthcare forcing me to self medicate and treat myself. If that fails... Then I will do what Juiced Porkshop said about taking Test prop for 6-8 weeks and let my body crash before bloods (If Testosterone is the issue) Lastttt resort though

Could take up to 6 months to see the specialist in this health care system. I've had to wait before and when you finally get there...
Endo does not seem to interested in helping out, and I was at 256 ng/dl....said it wasn't low enough. Give him a month or two to get back to you after a lab he might order....
Good luck with them!
You're lucky if you get this dealt with before end of next spring....

 

[GilaMonstaXXX]

Do you watch porn. What is your diet consisted of. I have had great test numbers. Im still young like you yet I have struggled with some minor depression. I found fixing my porn addiction and diet have been key to me feeling aggressive and motivated. I dont know everything about AAS but I understand food and environments impact on the mind in an advanced way. It is important to understand hormones are a large influence on brain chemistry but brain function and the pleasure reward system are not exclusively tied to your T level or any other hormone for that matter. Some guys with high T have a lower libido than a guy with 20 percent lower test level. Its more about hormonal ratios and having other areas of your life together to have your brains reward cascade operating on all 8 cylinders.

 

[JT19]

my diet is in check. It is great. Porn ya I watch it a few times of week so I can somewhat feel horny. I am going to see the endo guys if I will be able to see them soon. If I am waiting until the summer or after to see this endo then I don't see anything wrong wigth trying a restart. I do not want to wait so long. We will see

 

[Alpin]

Do you watch porn. What is your diet consisted of. I have had great test numbers. Im still young like you yet I have struggled with some minor depression. I found fixing my porn addiction and diet have been key to me feeling aggressive and motivated. I dont know everything about AAS but I understand food and environments impact on the mind in an advanced way. It is important to understand hormones are a large influence on brain chemistry but brain function and the pleasure reward system are not exclusively tied to your T level or any other hormone for that matter. Some guys with high T have a lower libido than a guy with 20 percent lower test level. Its more about hormonal ratios and having other areas of your life together to have your brains reward cascade operating on all 8 cylinders.

who told you all this ?
Interesting handle you have.