If you had nutritionists including 3J as you say build diets for you, why would you eat like this?I know he or anyone would not build a diet that looks like this. That is all messed up and not on point as you stated earlier.
You are also training WAY too many days in a row if you are in fact doing 6-7 exercise per muscle group, which is also WAY too much.
Im not gonna give any diet advice because Zeus layed something of a guidline out for you that would serve you much better than what you are doing.
I will say two things though........
First, don't even mention Jay Culter and Bostin Loyd in the same sentence ever again that's a fuckin insult to the former champ.
Second, you need to work on you self confidence before anything else!!!!!!! You are sounding like a woman with all this I want to 'I want to look like this person and that person' and 'I look like a piece of shit' You need to man up and stop givin a fuck what anyone thinks, stop feeling sorry for yourself, take control of your life and what you want to happen and where you wanna go and start being fuckin awesome. Sitting there and whining and crying about stuff isn't gonna get you anything or anywhere. You want to look a certain way? Figure out how to do it, and then go do it. Make the best out of what you've been given because if you go through your whole life wanting to look like someone else or be someone your gonna live a life of misery and die a sad lonely old man.
And don't take offence, im just keeping it real for you, take all the advice I have given you, and build something off of it.
That's cause I can't afford to eat the way he wants me to. Chicken steak fish all that shit is expensive. $12 for 1 lbs of chicken on top of that I can't get a job anywhere else, there is nowhere else in town. My boss is a dick that only let's me eat one time from 3-11. Otherwise I could hit the road and have no money