I meant permanently. Seriosuly I need input. I'm on the verge of suicide. I can't live with this being permanent.
What the fuck dude?!?!?!?! Have you read the responses in this thread??
You've been told over and over that it's not likely a permanent issue, and that running a post cycle therapy (pct) would speed up your recovery process.
You continually ask if you need post cycle therapy (pct),..you are continually told YES.
You realize that post cycle therapy (pct) consists of one daily oral dosage,..either pill or liquid,..and it only lasts 4 weeks.
Done.
If you're suicidal call 911.
Otherwise, there is nothing else information-wise that you can extract from the people on this board.
You gave your story, people didn't shred you, they gave you sound advice....repeatedly.
Time to stand up for yourself and be a man. Period.
Ask yourself this,...how many cycles do you figure your doctor and parents have collectively run,..then wonder how many cycles have the people on this board run. Who do you think has more real experience?