Whadda ya know!!!! YOU were the person I was trying to PM!!!
I did exactly what you just wrote and it said that I didn't have permission to post .....
I really just wanted to ask you about your first experience with a protocol (not amounts, just how you felt). I was a bit nervous, being my age (so thats why Id like to hear from you)but chip's been real patient with me and my pussiness. My blood pressure went up, and being on BP meds, I got concerned. But now, on my third day, its down.
I felt REALLY REALLY shitty the first two days.........don't know why. Last night, I went to bed at 7!!! I went to bed feeling horrible (probably my anxiety) but around 11 pm, I woke up and I felt a lot better. Then this morning, I felt..................NOT DEPRESSED!!!! I mean, I know its may be all in my mind, but the blues were gone. ANd during the day, when it seemed like they were gonna come storming back.........they didn't. I worked out, for me, a real good work out. The first one in a long, long, long time. I smiled more than usual, my employees bugged me LESS than usual, I was polite, I conversed...............Christ, Im gonna be ticked off when I snap out of it.
So, I am praying and keeping my fingers crossed that this is all you and CHip said it was gonna be. ANd I would LOVE to hear your story.
I feel good. I feel happy. I can't remember the last time I said that. Heres to hope for more.