im disappearing ohh no!!!!

stevemorse0

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well 2 month basically off a long Winstrol (winny) cycle and I got spoiled. Every time I get on the scale weight is down, however muscle is down too!! People are coming up to me, ohh my you look so great , I think yeah right you people just like thin women!! I dont want to be THIN!!! I want my muscles back! Now granted, I am getting leaner but (tear out of eye) I miss my big hard muscles.

I finally get it!! Its a sad moment when you realize your not half the women you once were on a nice dose.
 
How do you think it feels when you're a guy and the losses are 15-20lbs! We're all in the same boat. Hang tough
 
Whats your height and weight?
Also, Im curious why you chose winstrol and what sides you got?

5 feet 5 inches. Right now I am 137. I chose winstrol because anavar turned me into a fat chicken and I saw very quick weight gain. Now maybe my anavar was not anavar however I doubt it. I did Winstrol (winny) and did gain weight went up to 152. However I just felt so damn good on it for the first 8 weeks. I was a superhero, then I continued to take it way too long. Of course all good things must end and I started to feel bad over abuse. Sides, greasy by the end of the day, hair looked limp, however NO hairloss. Horney as hell, strong, thats it. I had no bad side effects. Honestly I am gearing up in a few months to hit it up again.
 
massive's right, hang in there. we have a shrink section here if u need to talk.

we should have a shrink section-- it might be the cause of mass suicides though so we're probably better off without it lol

it would probably look something like this

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5 feet 5 inches. Right now I am 137. I chose winstrol because anavar turned me into a fat chicken and I saw very quick weight gain. Now maybe my anavar was not anavar however I doubt it. I did Winstrol (winny) and did gain weight went up to 152. However I just felt so damn good on it for the first 8 weeks. I was a superhero, then I continued to take it way too long. Of course all good things must end and I started to feel bad over abuse. Sides, greasy by the end of the day, hair looked limp, however NO hairloss. Horney as hell, strong, thats it. I had no bad side effects. Honestly I am gearing up in a few months to hit it up again.


If you don't have a good clean diet you will bloat up. Are you eating a high protein diet still? I still have my size and I only did a 4 week cycle of var, and have recently cut my lifting down to 2 total body assaults a week and my arms are still like a dude's. I'm trying to lose some of it and get leaner.
 
5 feet 5 inches. Right now I am 137. I chose winstrol because anavar turned me into a fat chicken and I saw very quick weight gain. Now maybe my anavar was not anavar however I doubt it. I did Winstrol (winny) and did gain weight went up to 152. However I just felt so damn good on it for the first 8 weeks. I was a superhero, then I continued to take it way too long. Of course all good things must end and I started to feel bad over abuse. Sides, greasy by the end of the day, hair looked limp, however NO hairloss. Horney as hell, strong, thats it. I had no bad side effects. Honestly I am gearing up in a few months to hit it up again.

Yeah that definitely doesnt sound like anavar to me. I have used it for the past 3 years with no problems. I wont ever use Winstrol (winny), its just not worth it to me. Nor does what I want necessitate it.
Im glad you found something you like and that works for you. As women, its harder to find what aas will get you where you want to be with minimal sides.
 
Yeah that definitely doesnt sound like anavar to me. I have used it for the past 3 years with no problems. I wont ever use Winstrol (winny), its just not worth it to me. Nor does what I want necessitate it.
Im glad you found something you like and that works for you. As women, its harder to find what aas will get you where you want to be with minimal sides.

To both above posts. My diet right now is so clean its not funny. The sad pathetic part is when I was on anavar it was not as clean as now.

I have anavar from a different lab I am dying to try it again with a super clean diet. I am right now planning my attack. I am dropping some weight before I attack anavar the new product and I promised myself I would wait at least till January to give myself 3 months off at least. I was on along cycle of Winstrol (winny) and need to clean out. I am now getting leaner, and still pretty strong but I have lost some muscle due to me dieting and off the superhero cycle. I still look like I have alot of muscle.

I will fill you in when I attack anavar again at a lower weight. I want to be around 130 then hit it up. This way i dont care if I turn into a fat chicken again I started at a lower point .

I love you guy/gals and all in between.
 
Some people do bloat on anavar. It's not unheard of. It's important to keep the water intake up. Many people think they are drinking more water then they actually are.
 
As women, its harder to find what aas will get you where you want to be with minimal sides.

do you not think men have to deal with sides?

everyone wants the most advantage with as little disadvantage as possible...it's not gender specific and is an equal battle for everyone in the aas world.
 
i think the key word she used was "harder". meaning the concept applies for both genders, but more so for women. which is true.

var bloating is very rare but not unheard of-agreed. most of the time the diet increases on cycle which means more food which means higher possibility of sodium intake. sodium is a culprit for water retention.
 
do you not think men have to deal with sides?

everyone wants the most advantage with as little disadvantage as possible...it's not gender specific and is an equal battle for everyone in the aas world.


I'm sure Blondie realizes men have to deal with sides as well. It is different with us ladies though.

However the battle is not exactly equal as both sexes have to deal with different amounts and different sides with each different compound. Acne, oily skin, facial hair growth are sides both worry about, but women tend to be concerned about certain things men don't worry about. Example...a deeper voice.

Regardless absolutely everybody should be concerned with side effects when using AAS.
 
women have their voice deepening, clitoral enlargement and facial hair.
men have testicular atrophy, impotency, and baldness to compete. i will admit, the permanency of women's sides does tilt the scale a bit. its a different world all together, ill agree.
 
we need a hermaphrodite section too. not fair for fellow hermaphroditees.
they have sides of both worlds to be worried about.
damn liberals.
 
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