Well last shot was about 8 months ago other than one testo enanthat shot a month after and I changed my mind...then finished up with about 3 months of oxandrolone.
I was on a year of EQ,and testo. and a few months of tren.eq.testo prop.
My free test keeps going up but is extremely low as well as total testo.
Without digging out the papers I think free is 145!
My DHEA is very low.
My doc keeps saying that total test is just a snapshot that doesn't mean much that it's free blah blah...same with the dhea.
I said well if thta's the case why guage it at all! I know it's free that of more significance but total is showing something isn't right.
Than I broke out my independant test results and showed him my low LH and asked what about that?
He said, have you tried cialis?
"Look doc , I can think myself into a hardon with no problem(which I have never had to be horny for), but I have a 23 y/o wife and I should be wanting to tear her ass up all the time she's a babe!"
end of conversation. He is trying at all cost to avoid and hrt issues!
He said dhea(which I know has much importance as well as a whole shitload of other hormones) may take 3 years to get back up.
He knows I know quite a bit about this shit yet still he tries to bullshit me.
Here's the thing I ahve a little more b/f % than I like to carry and a good bit of muscle i seem to be hanging on to, 5 ears ago roid free I carried around 200 lean lbs with low b/f. My goal was to get to a mean lean 300lbs. Now almost at 39 I want to keep myself preserved and normalize as much as possible my endo system. Fuck 300lbs and contest. i care more about my health. This is what I am trying to project(though my job requires me to be large). I can easily maintane the muscle I have with testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) dosages(but I know once I get started and star having veins and the size I forgot I haad busting out that will change). Yet he wants to avoid it. Shit @ 200mg/week I will grow like a weed for the first 2-3 motnhs!
He'll give me shit to trash my fucking liver,screw my kidneys,eat up my stomach,fuck with my mind...but god forbid he does anything that involves muscle!
Anhow....are you keeping your muscle post cycle? How do your cortisal levels look?