Kel-I have been following your log since the beginning. Don't stop bulking. I want you to picture in your mind exactly what your first goals are, weight wise (not how cut you want to be but how large). Now, keep bulking until your about 10-15 lbs over that weight. Sometimes it takes 2-3 cycles. I guess it just seemed to me that you wanted to get big and lean. Take your time off (PCT) and get back into the game. I know that you had a few struggles this first cycle, but think about what you know now compared to when you started, diet, workout, emotions, etc.
I would say by looking at your pictures 2-3 more bulking cycles gets you to around 215, if done right. Then at that point start shredding and look at the masterpeice. Remember, this is not something that comes easy. If it was-everyone would be fucking huge!!!!