Went down pretty hard this week.

Kazmir

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Last Thursday afternoon I went down hard. Was at the computer and felt quezy so I figured I would go down stairs and sit on the couch. At the top of the stairs I got a huge heat wave come over my body and a burning in the center of my chest. I sat down on the second step at the top of the stairs, woke up 5 mins later at the bottom of the stairs. I had no clue where I was or what was going on. Covered in sweat and shaking but couldn't move for a minute or 2. Couldn't see when I opened my eyes for about 30 seconds then things started to focus in.

Ended up in the emergency where they hooked me to a heart monitor and began to monitor me. in the last 3 days I went through non stop test after test after test, everything from a cat scan, ecg, eeg, and don't really know the other names of em, basically everything to do with the head and heart. The end of the first night I was feeling better but they wanted to find the cause apparently and kept me there to run the tests. The hospital was full so there were no beds so for 3 days I got to sleep in a stretcher in the emergency room. Today the nurses pulled my IV and disconnected the heart monitor as they said I should be fine to go as my heart was showing no abnormalities and nothing was seen in the test by what they could see. Anyways they called the doctor in as I wanted to leave and the doc was not scheduled again until monday. The doc comes in and tells me that she wants me to stay there in the emergency for the weekend so she can rerun all the tests again to make sure they didn't miss anything. I told her if I stayed in the emergency for another 4-5 days and not in a room I would lose my sanity so I had to sign papers for refusal of treatment and left. What a health system we have. They couldn't tell me what happened. Fuck me.

But I did learn that its true you shrink with age, I went from 5'10 to 5'8.5..... Also learned that they could care less about your nutrional needs as fuck me the plates you get are so fucking small, scrambled eggs I think was made with 1 egg and a piece of toast like what the fuck... I think the total calories I ate combining the dinner and supper wasn't even what I usually have for breakfast. lost almost 10 pounds in 3 days.... 198 to 189 grrrrrr..
 
Wow. This sounds all too familiar. If I told you my story over the past few days, you'd think I was copying you. I ended up with a terrible case of the flu, alongside other issues. But similar with retinopathic issues. I actually went color blind for a full day. Seeing a specialist soon to try and narrow this down.

Sorry to hear about all that brother, but glad you've made it through. That Benadryl IV is pretty much worthless.
 
Not good guys... I know there's sh*t loads of new viruses and bugs doing the rounds over here, I'd imagine you guys would get them just as bad, what with air travel, tourism etc etc...

Hope you both get the all-clear and aren't suffering too long!
 
Yeah, half the time they don't know what's up. Most of the time they just treat symptoms. It's way way modern medicine works. It sucks. Just gotta watch out for yourself if you can, take care of your body and stay informed. This is coming from a health care professional. The system sucks, and the best medicine IS prevention. If people took better care of themselves, we would all be the better for it. I am actually color blind. Red/green :)
 
Health should be first before anything in my eyes, screw the weight drop, I personally would off stayed in there bro and went with the docs choice to stay, sounds like scary shit man, hope the best bro, passing out and waking up in a pile of sweat is not normal and u should pursue finding out what caused it bro as it will probably happen again if not taken care of, happened to an employee at work didnt tell anybody he was diabetic and colapsed and passed out for 5 min, and started to shake badly, scared the shit out of me thats forsure
As far as your weight drop its probably all water weight anyways u lost, youll gain that back in no time once u start to feel better
 
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When I signed refusal of treatment it was just to leave the ER, I would have stayed if I would have been admitted to one of the hospital rooms but another 4-5 days of testing and sleeping in a stretcher that I am wider than was not happening. Results are being sent to my doctor and I am going to continue with blood work and have to go back for another cat scan but its being done through my doc this time so I don't need to spend 24hours a day in a stretcher. Trust me I am not taking it lightly, I have dropped all compounds, started a prescription of champix so going to be smoke free shortly as well. It has given me a new perspective on life. I am pretty proactive with my health and smoking is really the only unhealthy thing I do. I educate myself, eat a clean diet, exercise, rest, take propper vitamins and supplements, I was feeling on top of the world, may just me my higher power showing me I'm not invincible and to not take life for granted
 
True enough man, I am a smoker too, but I am no doc by all meand but guessing of what it could of been is your sugar out of wack like diabetic to pass out like that
What gear were u running bro
 
Wow. This sounds all too familiar. If I told you my story over the past few days, you'd think I was copying you. I ended up with a terrible case of the flu, alongside other issues. But similar with retinopathic issues. I actually went color blind for a full day. Seeing a specialist soon to try and narrow this down.

Sorry to hear about all that brother, but glad you've made it through. That Benadryl IV is pretty much worthless.

I also came out of there with a flu and a few gastro issues, sorry to hear your having issues as well bro I wish ya a speedy recovery, we'll kick this shit just hope the road to recovery isn't too long.
 
True enough man, I am a smoker too, but I am no doc by all meand but guessing of what it could of been is your sugar out of wack like diabetic to pass out like that
What gear were u running bro
They monitored my blood sugar and it was consistently between 4.3 and near 6 I believe.

Was 4 weeks into 750mgs of enanthate and some deca but the only thing I changed over the last couple weeks was I upped arim to .5 from .25 and added 40mgs of nolva to deal with my lump under my nipple I get with every cycle.
 
Bro dont use nolva with 19 nors man
.5 adex ed? Is alittle extreme man, .25 ed should of done the trick or .5 eod
Nolva with 19 nors is a big no no, fuck at that rate your estro was probably extremly low
Even if u just ran test and added in nolvadex for puffy nips or itchy nips before the lump is present 10 to 20mg would have done, not 40mg bro
 
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doc said my test was off the charts somewhere in the 8000 - 9000 range and estro was a little higher than normal range, so there was no hiding the steroid use from the docs plus every single doc I seen it was their first question. The Adex I use it at EOD and have always done 40mgs of nolva for a couple days then down to 20 when the lump starts dissipating but this is my first run with deca in a very very long time, you may be right the combo of nolva and deca may not have been a good idea, didn't think it would be any different as I have used it with tren as well. My lump appears even at trt levels and I have a script for nolva to combat it.
 
Honestly if u are on trt snyways like myself, u should of tried running your test at 250mg/week eith 100-150mg eod of tren a, would of def helped with estro related sides as tren doesnt arimitise and with a low dose of test I am sure u would of faired out better for gyno related issues, I personally love tren and wouldnt run any other compound when blasting, injust up my trt dose to 250mg from 200mg a week and run my tren at 100mg or 150mg eod, no issues
Use tren for bulking or cutting it all comes down to your diet anyways
 
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Water under the bridge now, wish ya luck bro, let us know how u made out with the results, take care man
 
Damn I am sorry to hear this happen to you. Also sorry to hear about what happen with Austinite I didn't know he was sick. I hope you both get better.
 
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