depression... keep on cycle or stop?

[JoosedUp]

Hey guys.. i'm currently about 3 weeks into a test prop and tren ace cycle. i had broke up with my girlfriend about 7 months ago...we where together for 4 1/2 years..and i want her back but she's in love with someone else now blahblahblah and it had always had me a bit depressed or sad about it. let me tell you the events of the past 3 days for me:

i worked 8 hours at the hotel then went straight to bounce for about 5 hours. came home and read this epic hurtful fb message from my old girl, couldn't reach her on the phone while i was having a panic attack from it. so i drove 3 and a half hours at 4 am in a rain storm to see her. i pleaded my case to her, she rejected it. i was talking suicidal to her..like in a weird way.

i drive back home, don't sleep or eat, inbox her sex million times...eventually call her , spill my guts, more suicidal types of thoughts.. like "i'm just making her life more difficult, why not stop that?" or "the only way she can feel as bad as i do right now is if i do this..she'll have that guilt forever" or "the only way she'll realize how much she loves me is if i.." . i've never once been depressed in my life, i was the type that couldn;t get phased by shit all.

meanwhile i've dropped 7.5 pounds in 4 days and literally haven't liften a weight or eaten a single crumb of food. in a pretty rough spot right now with life..way she goes. but holy fuck...this stuff made everything so much more intense. i don't know whether to finish up the cycle and stick to htings like var from now on, or stop using completely.

 

[THE-DET-OAK]

dude i have a friend that is like that, he cant even handle deca. sounds lik you cant handle tren, at least not right now. its not a big deal its not for everyone. i would drop the tren and drink some water cause that shit will stop your thirst in its tracks.

your gonna have to get over her, there are too many girls out their to put yourself through this.

 

[Teutonic]

we are two f aq kind..soldier on...

 

[Mr. Humdiddly]

Prami could help. Increased prolactin levels give you the hormonal profile of a woman after birth.

 

[Larrybird]

Yeah man, for sure. Drop the cycle, and get your emotions in check.

See your doctor bout getting on an anti-depressant. You've got to straight with yourself before you can go through a cycle like you have.

Honestly, best advice, the only way to get over a girl is to get on top of another one. I know it sounds easier than it is, but it's very true. Once you start sleeping with woman, your confidence shoots up through the roof. Just make sure they're not sleezy woman, and practice safe sex.

 

[cjw2021]

Sounds like you have estrogen and or prolactin stress. How much are you taking? lol

 

[Turtleneck1971]

Sorry to hear about your loss bro but life is to friggin short to let it ride you around. There are a million women out there. You need to get in the gym and bust that ass cause the better you look the hotter the next 1 will be. I agree with Det Oak.. move on and it will work its way out. and believe me I say this from experience...

 

[Bullseye Forever]

Sorry to hear about your loss bro but life is to friggin short to let it ride you around. There are a million women out there. You need to get in the gym and bust that ass cause the better you look the hotter the next 1 will be. I agree with Det Oak.. move on and it will work its way out. and believe me I say this from experience...

i totally agree,life is too short,i know its hard to let her go,but try and deal with it the best you can,hit the gym,see a doctor and get help from him.....good luck my friend

 

[cyto33]

Trens a wonderful thing. but sounds like you need off of this and need to get some shit from the doc to calm you down,

 

[RA64]

Trens a wonderful thing. but sounds like you need off of this and need to get some shit from the doc to calm you down,

^Agree.

Drop the tren, get some xanax from the Doc, get your shit together, find another woman.

 

[cyto33]

yup find another women you can abuse sexualy. make her do things she wouldn't normaly do and then dump her.

man i have a lot of hate for my exes lol

 

[Greybeard]

Joosed,

I know all these recommendations may sound easier said than done in your current state but rest assured it'll pass. Take the advice and stop the Tren for now and see a Doc.

Once this is behind you give it another go!

There is no person in the world worth taking your own life over...

 

[JoosedUp]

thanks for the help guys..it's been ashitty past while.. guess this tuff fucked with me more then i thought it would. would taking var or something effect a person the same do youthink? ifso then i'll just run a short post cycle therapy (pct) and be done with it.

 

[cyto33]

tren is the worst for it. some others will cause problems but var will not.

 

[JoosedUp]

perfect...var will be what i'll go with.... thanks cyto.

 

[RJ]

perfect... Anavar (var) will be what i'll go with.... thanks cyto.

fuck that. Anavar (var) is for girls.

listen, come off your cycle, do a proper post cycle therapy (pct), get your head outta your ass over this broad and man the fuck up.

Life sucks sometimes, you can either deal with it or die.

This isn't because you can't handle Tren, this is because you can't handle LIFE. Straighten your shit out, get your priorities in check and go balls out next time with a clear head.

No one should have to pass up the opportunity to use Tren. Especially not for some chic! And especially not to substitute with Anavar (var) .

 

[stacy001]

Get off your cycle!!! Get emotions under control. Dude, they're is more than one chick out there for you!! hit the gym and find a new babe....you can do it...

 

[Chewbaca]

Contrary to popular belief...

IF i were put in those shoes, i'd up my dose, vent all my frustrations in the gym, finish up the cycle looking like a muscle god and then land all the chicks in the vicinity. Anybody, Everybody.

But well, what RJH said is right.

You can either deal with it or die.

And since we're all gonna die someday, hold your horses on the suicidal thoughts man.

Enjoy life while it lasts.

 

[THE-DET-OAK]

Contrary to popular belief...

IF i were put in those shoes, i'd up my dose, vent all my frustrations in the gym, finish up the cycle looking like a muscle god and then land all the chicks in the vicinity. Anybody, Everybody.

But well, what RJH said is right.

You can either deal with it or die.

And since we're all gonna die someday, hold your horses on the suicidal thoughts man.

Enjoy life while it lasts.

hahahaha-when you break up with your girl its all about quantity not quality!!!!!! fuck em all...............

 

[Koolcat]

fuck that. Anavar (var) is for girls.

listen, come off your cycle, do a proper post cycle therapy (pct), get your head outta your ass over this broad and man the fuck up.

Life sucks sometimes, you can either deal with it or die.

This isn't because you can't handle Tren, this is because you can't handle LIFE. Straighten your shit out, get your priorities in check and go balls out next time with a clear head.

No one should have to pass up the opportunity to use Tren. Especially not for some chic! And especially not to substitute with Anavar (var) .

Best phucking response ever. To the point and on point