HeLp me before im stuck behind bars

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Yes i do agree i need to take responsibility for my own actions. Im seeing if there are other optiona out there that i can take and continue on with my cycle. I have 5 weeks and im done so i dnt wnt to stop ive gone this far already i would like to complete it. Yes i should not be bashig someone who is respected on this website but like i said i dont care who it is im not going to take there shit. He could have got his point across without his ignorance. I know i am young to be taking thia stuff but i do inform my doc of what i am taking and get everything checked out regularly. Im 22 6 1, 222lbs. 800mg tte a week 600 eq a week. If you guys have a better dose u can suggest please let me know. This is my second cycle i ran 500mg Sustanon (sust) a week with tren acetate stack dnt remember at wut sose. I dnt see a point in changing my dose being so far into the cycle. But let me know your thoughts. I know im a bit young i dnt need to hear that. I apologise for my disrespect i have shown anyone. But please keep things positive im here to educate not fight over the internet. Thank yoj for your help everyone.
 
Ok.....don't let my post count fool anyone here. I've been around longer than 95% of you (I'm sure of this) Anyway...I shoot straight from the hip and never candy coat anything.

You are the type who should stop taking steroids....no offense bro , really. But this will only get worse and "Anger Management" will not help you. In your case...jail scares you and not much else. But hitting a woman is not something I ever did to my wife. I pushed my ex-wife onto the bed , but thats it !!
I understand how it must have made you feel but she was doing it because she Loves you...not to hurt you. I will say that all is not a lost cause. If you are young , then I would say life will teach you a lot the hard way as it has to me.
I went to jail for agg assault for hitting a guy with a beer bottle for cutting me off on the road. Many years later I took up yoga and meditation and this is an amazing mood stabilizer over time. I'm not young though.....I could be most of you guys Dad !! I have 2 daughters 25 and 26 so......
Guess you could tell with my lecture...but don't look at it as a lecture bro , look at it as a person who has walked in the shoes you are in now.

I will help you anyway I can because I have done time and you DO NOT want to be in prison for xmas and new years like me. Just Man up and lay low for awhile. Ask your self this.....why do I want to do steroids anyway? What am I trying to prove?

The size of a Man never scared me , but when it was a skinny guy with a heart like a lion , I got a lesson taught to me. Muscles are gay if you wear them with an attitude!! The bigger you are , the gayer you are when a little man takes you down. Size does not equal strength !! Heart does !!

LOL
 
Yea i do agree with what you have said. I will be looking into something to keep me a little more level headed. I was in youth prison at age 17 and have had charges laid and dropped a few times. I currently have 2 federal drug charges and have changedy life for the better. Although the juice does seem to be somewhat of a setback. I only have 5 weeks and am going tofinish it. But will be off for a whilr and may not go on for a long time. Im not using steroids as an excuse overall i do make my own decisions, but the tren does not help. Whoever said tren is "the devils juice" i completely agree. Its a lot to handle especially with stress in your life. Thank you for your post ozzy i agree with a lot you have said and maybe yoga is something my gf and i can take up together.
 
KID...(MADCHILD).... I came at you really hard yesterday. Cause I saw a bit of a kid, and I could tell you were a kid just by reading your thread, that in a small way was reaching out for help. But even now, a full day and how much advice later, (OTHER THAN FROM ME CAUSE IF THAT PIC IS REALLY ME, THAN I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT, all good), you still finish your last post CLEARLY making it known that you are GOING TO FINISH THAT LAST FIVE WEEKS? Do you have a big brother? A mentor??

DISCLAIMER: I SINCERELY AM NOT ENGAGING YOU IN ANY CONFRONTATIONAL OR INSULTING MANNER, MADCHILD. ANYTHING I SAY IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. FURTHERMORE, AS A BOARD SPONSOR ON STEROIDOLOGY, IT WAS WRONG FOR ME TO ENGAGE IN A CONFRONTATIONAL MANNER WITH ANOTHER MEMBER. I'M SORRY.

On with it. Kid, you aren't even wet behind the ears yet, man. Your screen name says it all. YOU ARE MAD. MAD AT THE WORLD. Sometimes those emotions contribute to us making fucked up choices. You are 6'1", 222lbs. An ok size kid. Plus, I'm a beat up 36 year old 5'11" 270lb. meathead(lol), I dont want no piece of a young buckaroo like you! But seriously bro, it really sounds like some of the shit you've been through has made you think you are larger than life... larger than CONSEQUENCE. 22 YEARS OLD. A BABY. You have an OPPORTUNITY right now. A DEFINING MOMENT, RIGHT HERE AND NOW, that could very well dictate the path THAT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TAKES.

NOTE: I SAID THE PATH THAT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TAKES. DO YOU SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT SENTENCE?

SHOULDN'T IT BE... "THE PATH THAT YOU CHOOSE TO TAKE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ON"??

I came at you hard cause I'm somebody's BIG BROTHER. Thats what I do. Its called tough love. You are like a pit bull, bred for fighting. There is ALWAYS somebody bigger and Somebody badder. There is always a REAL alpha dog waiting to KICK THE SHIT out of you. Why dont you drop the sauce, look for that alpha, and realize that in some cases IT IS OK TO SUBMIT. If the power you submit to commands your respect, but is willing to take you in and give you what you need??? MAYBE YOUR GIRL IS THAT ALPHA. She had the guts to take your gear.... Maybe she is in your life for a reason.... AND NOT BEGINNING IN 5 WEEKS.

WISH YOU THE BEST....
 
Thanks chip i appreciate the comment. And once again i apologise for my disrespect. I do understand what you are saying. I think with te things going on in my life right now juice just isnt a good thing for me. I do think im going to finish but lets just say this may be the last for a long time.
 
Nuttin personal Chip--

But lookin at your avatar...if you just put on a bow tie and wrist cuffs you coud be one of those Chippendale guys.
Make a lil extra money for the holiday !!

Whooozyerdaddy ! :laugh4:
 
pickle bunny said:
Nuttin personal Chip--

But lookin at your avatar...if you just put on a bow tie and wrist cuffs you coud be one of those Chippendale guys.
Make a lil extra money for the holiday !!

Whooozyerdaddy ! :laugh4:
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HELLS YEAH!!!!! (no cuffs/no homo) lol

(I am one SEXY MUTHA F*CKAHHHHH)
 
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pickle bunny said:
Nuttin personal Chip--

But lookin at your avatar...if you just put on a bow tie and wrist cuffs you coud be one of those Chippendale guys.
Make a lil extra money for the holiday !!

Whooozyerdaddy ! :laugh4:
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More Like put on a red shirt and do commercials. " Hey Kool aid !...LOL big guy J/k:devil2:
 
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I get nothing but love from my cycles. But then again I have never been in prison or have federal drug charges pending against me.

I can however say that if those things happened to me in the past I would stay as far away from shit that could get me in more trouble. I am asking myself what prison you went to. It clearly wasn't tough enough. If it was you would not be taking juice or bashing out windows.

It is called self control and not acting like a kid. If my girl would have done that I would have laughed and started packing her shit in a trash bag and told her to get out.

It is not the juice that is causing it. From the sounds of you it sounds like it is a "you" issue. Get some help man. Talk to somebody and learn to laugh at yourself. Life is too short to walk around thinking you are the baddest or meanest on the block.

Good luck sounds like you need it.
 
I had major anger issues before gear, i use mma to control that aggression, but more importantly i am an adult and realize that when i get upset i just need to detach myself from the situation.

However, if that does not work or isnt an option, say work related, then zanex is your best friend. I have not noticed the libido issue that others have stated, but then i dont see the side effects on many of the drugs as they are listed. Yay me.

But i do know that .5 of a zanex cools me out like a mellow hippie on a sunday surf. Then before i hit the gym i slam 2 scoops of 1mr and start lifting 600mg of caffeine out of my system lol!

Good luck.
 
If shes pushing ur buttons

Just get a new GF or leave her u dont need that Sh*t. Then u can spend quality time with ur roids :insane2:
 
jboat said:
Just get a new GF or leave her u dont need that Sh*t. Then u can spend quality time with ur roids :insane2:
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great first post!!! wonderful!!! can i get a round of applause for this idiot!! no? no one?


ohh could it be that he hit up a post thats over a month old? one that needed no more attention??
:chainsaw:
 
ECKSRATED said:
U can't go crazy and then bl?ame it on the steroids. Its not that simple. Just calm down. Remind yourself to relax. Woman fuck with us no matter what so get used to it.
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lol. truth, in so many ways.


My anger has dropped substantially, more like exponentially, since my break up.

Too many years with a crazy button pusher and manipulator will drive anyone off the deep end. Been there done that. Never again.

More importantly, madchild.

Why would she run with your gear? Why would you chase?
 
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