thatotherguy
That Other Guy
I haven't dated in years. But right now using a professional match making service. Hoping to find that relationship that can hold.
the only sad thing is that its till death do you apart.......
I met my wife when I was about 6 or 7. My Dads friends daughter. She blew me off till she seen me in my military dress uniform. We got together off and on but got together and moved in about 6 years ago. She is my life. Everything. Epilepsy and PTSD have me not caring about anything. She is the only real emotional link I feel besides anger. That comes from irritation and frustration.
She got up in weight and I gave no shits. Only problem I had was she tried to hide her body from lack of self confidence.
She has survived my epilepsy, medication changes and the changes with me. My limp weiner, forgetfulness, detachment, lack of concern for anyone and being very isolated.
Nothing will ever change that. My relationship is weird since ive known her for so long tho. She is my link to life. My goddess. Almost my purpose in life.
As we stay together longer sex gets better.
She is the gravitational force holding my entire life in a stable *****. Everything revolves around her. Every goal and action contributes to her happiness, to provide for her and to protect her. While I'm not jealous I am extremely protective. She could grind her ass against a guy dancing and I'll actually feel a "ya she's fine ain't she". Not if the dude tries to stop her from leaving by grabbing her arm or some dude gets shitty I'm on smash time even if it means I'm getting beat down by Brock Lesnar. Id fight "God" to protect her and Id go try to rob the baddest dope boys to put food on our table.
your a vet? have you seen the Manchurian candidate? sounds like the same issues Denzel Washington had.
I know that this post is about men loving their wives but I would like to like to say something about my husband. He's not on here yet but i have gloat a bit.
We've both been married before for 10 years to our exes (yes, we were idiots) then met each other in a time in our lives were we both needed someone to hold.
He is literally the most loyal man i've ever met. He looks good so I constantly catch women look him up and down while we're out, i just chuckle and move on.
As for our love, he can just look at me and know whats wrong with me... trust me that is rare! With my ex, I would have to repeat myself but not with him, he just knows me. Even after being together 24/7 (we run a company together), every time he hugs me... it makes me smile so big. Don't even get me started on when he just randomly grabs me and kisses me..... CALL ME BUTTER ON A SIDEWALK IN THE MIDDLE OF JULY. I fucking melt each time!
So long story short... even after all the time we spend together and all of these years.... he makes me fall in love with him each time.
your a vet? have you seen the Manchurian candidate? sounds like the same issues Denzel Washington had.
Do you have any strange dreams?Yeah I did a tour in Iraq with 1/4 Cav but I'm a POG. I never shot anyone but I did play chicken with a dump truck. We hit mirrors. I was a mechanic on tank turrets and had to do a lot of driving to get parts. Convoys shot at a lot and was close to an IED in one. I'll have to look and see if I can find it on Netflix or something
My wife had her driver's test the other day. She got 8 out of 10. The other 2 guys jumped clear.
All my dreams are strange. I dont have nightmares but they are almost abstract. I once was in a dark underground area walking beside something that I knew was an alien but human looking. It would grab people, pull off their skull, pull out their brain and insert it into his head and pause while he "downloaded" their brain. I just followed him amd he was talking to me in a different language. Nobody around responded. Sometimes the entirety of a dream is nonsense and follows no path for a story or experience and thing will change. Say I come in a door but when I leave it, it leads somewhere else or will actually disappear. I twitch a lot and have night sweats. Sometimes just a little, other times during very vivid dreams I will be soaked and actually have wet pillow and bedding.
I've been diagnosed with PTSD. I'm sure I have it. I definitely am not the same. I dont like social situations of any sort and in public I am constantly watching with a numbness but a sort of tension for potential action/reaction. In more intimate social gatherings with family and stuff I'm usually putting on a show and trying to be as personable as possible. I laugh when I usually dont in everyday life. I usually just chuckle a little.
20 years ago a car hit him head on and messed him up real good and he burnt to a crisp and survived.I have PTSD from being abused by my uncle, who used to take care of me when i was little and used to beat the shit out of me every night wearing a bugs bunny mask, so now when i watch bugs bunny cartoons i freak out and start peeing my pants.
20 years ago a car hit him head on and messed him up real good and he burnt to a crisp and survived.
now he spends all his day in a wheelchair, broke his back, cant get his pecker up no more, with 3rd degree burns all over his face and body drolling like that bama in the movie the green mile.
I take care of him now and feed him a cup of my piss with 10 tabs of acid (hippie shit)while wearing a bugs bunny mask each day, for old times sake, and the negro drinks it too.. i keep him messed up, negga cant talk or nothing
what comes around goes around.