PCT ended today, so it's time for a round up of my cycle (I'm sorry there's no before/after photos, they were on my ex girlfriend's camera!)
Size Gains
awesome. My shoulders and lats have always been a weak (fuckin non-existent) point of mine, so I decided to do a shoulder/lat specialisation routine. They sure as hell do not lag anymore. My physique now has decent width to it which it totally lagged before.
I came away with 8lbs of muscle. To be honest I expected more, but the dosages I ran were a little low so I guess that explains it. Going into the cycle I was worried about sides so I was cautious with my dosages, which was the sensible thing to do but I wish I'd gone a bit crazier! Haha. Still, the scale weight isn't everything, and like I said I am very happy with my gains, particularly in my shoulders. I actually look like I lift weights now! Haha.
Strength Gains
These turned out to be more satisfying than the size gains. I am a bodybuilder, so strength has always just been a way of measuring progress really; I've never cared too much about maxes but I know if I'm getting stronger I'm eating enough and recovering. That said, beating PRs EVERY TIME you go into the gym is a very cool feeling. To give you an idea of my strength gains, my previous maxes were:
bench: 102.5k
Hip Thrusts: 140k x 3
(i have a bad back so I hip thrust instead of deadlifting. I know how stupid it looks, STFU).
by the end of the cycle my maxes were:
bench 120k
hip thrusts 200k x 3
dayum! I only tested my max on the bench 8 weeks in, so I'm pretty sure I could've got more at the end of the cycle. I didn't try because my shoulder is pretty temperamental and I didn't want to risk not being able to train during PCT.
Sides
I got quite bad acne during the last couple weeks of cycle and first couple of weeks of PCT. Meh, can't say I give a shit about that. If that's the only sides I ever get I'll be a happy man
PCT
this wasn't as bad as expected. I frontloaded my SERMs a la Bill Roberts, and at no point had any of the lethargy, depression or loss of libido that some people experience. Had I ran a heavier cycle then it might have been a different story but as far as I could tell everything was fine. I haven't lost ANY strength, and am actually a little stronger than I was during my cycle! The noly thing I've noticed is that while "on" I could train for 2 hours without feeling gassed, now I'm back to only being able to train for an hour and a half before I'm too knackered and there's no point continuing.
Final Thoughs
As far as I can tell, the only real downside of taking steroids is it's made me want to take much more steroids! Haha, I understand now why everyone laughs when noobs say "This'll be my only cycle". It's fucking addictive. My reasoning is this: My lifetime goal has always been to hit a ripped, 200lbs. Using steroids, I can have hit this, and maybe even surpassed it by the end of this year! A good way I heard of describing it is "Once you know how it feels to be superman, you never want to go back to being Clark Kent". I thought that was pretty accurate.
And so ends my first ever foray into the world of AAS. All in all, the experience was a positive one which I enjoyed very much. I have no regrets (except maybe that I didn't run the dosage a little higher, haha).
If anyone has any questions then feel free to post them, I'll check back here in a week or two just to see.
Thanks to everyone that read my log, and to all the posters on this site that helped me design my cycle.
Peace!