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Her quads are insane. She has competed in the past. I'm literally obsessed with her I can't believe she's super into me it's like is this real life lol. I'm a hot mess right now
 
No scale. Diet and workout routine are totally off do to the change in my life situation. I'll get back to it. Losing my shit over this girl, she is my perfect match, I'm like a school boy walking around with a shit eating grin non stop. Tonight is the night, she invited me to spend the night after we meet at the gym and workout together. We have both been very clear with each other what's going down lol. Talk to you guys later
 
Oh and I found out she is part italian...

even worst, those Italian girls will sweetheart the money right out of your wallet.
I'm literally obsessed with her I can't believe she's super into me it's like is this real life lol. I'm a hot mess right now
Its been my sad experience that the majority of the time girls who are really into me, are really into my cash. or maybe Im just ugly. lol
 
Ah well I'd like to say she seems very genuinely into me, really into me, only time will tell. I've never had any women be with me for money, I would like to think I'm a pretty cool guy and bonus good looking lol
 
Cool brother have a good night

Had an amazing night, didn't get much sleep... we met up at the gym before going out to dinner and back to her place, the looks on the guys faces at the gym were priceless, the hate was so strong you could smell it lmao
 
I'm still alive, lol. All I will say is I am one lucky mofo. Hit a full body workout Wednesday, back/traps yesterday and today will be most likely all chest. Hard to focus, definitely slacking but not that bad, I'm sure I still put in double the work an average guy does.
 
Had an amazing night, didn't get much sleep... we met up at the gym before going out to dinner and back to her place, the looks on the guys faces at the gym were priceless, the hate was so strong you could smell it lmao

Have you started trying to conceive with the new girl yet?
 
Ahhhhh cool fag. Just sharing my life experience here. I don't have it all figured out and yea you have every right to call me out on that. Truth is my ex was pressuring me into that and I am so glad that didn't happen.
 
Great chest workout yesterday, diet is still tottally off as i have had no apetite due to stress and anxiety, def in a big deficit and i can feel the difference in the gym. Really tough day today, emotionally, mentally. Moved all my belongings to storage, ex was so upset but I know it was the right thing to do. I don't want to live a lie and be fake happy anymore. I loved her very much but we are just too different. Here's to new beginnings.
 
No update on my weight, apetite has come back as my stress and anxiety goes back down. Still been finding the time to get in the gym 5 days/week, still feeling strong. Working out with the new chick is cool, she's a fuckin beast! This morning I discovered pip 13 weeks into my 2nd cycle lol that shit got my eyes big as fuck! Chow! I'll check back in next time I hop on a scale, last time weighed myself I was still sitting around 248.
 
243 lbs. Down 5 lbs. Damnit. My diet has been shit the last 2 weeks, im pretty upset with myself for that. Strength is the same, still feel big and full probably the dbol helped a bit. Just finished the last of my deca... 1 week early, wtf fail. Ill have to rip into my stash for next cycle for some more deca. Think im just gonna run it til the sust is gone since it has the long decoanate ester and i just opened the last sust as well. Been pinning 300 sust/50 prop/300 deca e3d along with 40mg dbol. Going to up the dbol to 50 starting tomorrow. 3 weeks to go and im already dreading pct lol. Still looking for an apartment. Need to find something asap i feel like a fucking bum, crashing at my sisters or the new chicks pad, plus i hate that i cant prep my meals or make my shakes. K rant over thats my update bros
 
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About to start a test 750/deca 500 cycle on Thursday. Lots of people say they won't run deca due to the limp dick. How has your libido/sexual performance been? I can't remember- did you get mid cycle bloods drawn?
 
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