So i live in a small ass town the nearest urologist is a hour away and he is a awful awful DR. i was put on TRT when i was like 27 28 i am now 32 and i have had only one bloodwork test done to me and that was like a year into it (i had to bring it up for him to do it) i was curious about what my levels where. when i started my T level was 270 and a year in to it i was i think at 370 if i remember correctly. i was feeling better so i figured he knew what he was doing and didn't ask. but after all this time i have gained some knowledge (very little) and i now know I'm still not where i should be i still go through ups and downs. After talking to my Dr and him refusing to do more i was going to self prescribe my own by trying to get my hands on my own test syp and getting my own bloodwork done and going off that. so now to my question with my very little knowledge on this is this a good idea or is there like a online clinic i can go to i have read about anti aging clinics but i have also read they cost a arm and a leg. any advice?