DBOL and TEST

coreys86

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Could this have caused me to develop OCD. Ive never had any mental illness ever, but since my cycle of 6 weeks i cant get "bad thoughts" out of my head. Im scared this will never go away, has anyone had these side affects?
 
HMMMMM...First, what kind of bad thoughts-give me an example. Secondly, yes some people have bad depression once coming off a cycle. However, you were only on for 6 weeks??? What exactly was your dosage of DBOl & TEST???? Also, give me your stats???
 
Yo,

ease up..

how old are you

I wake like that every day dude..

6 weeks..may be a hormone crash with some ingrained depression triggered by the recent cycle/crash..

tell me lot s more..
Believe me..you won t shock me man..I m a fkn mess..
 
460mg dbol, and 480 test per day. And I think what happened what i had a slight roid rage affect irritable thing one night got all pissed and was thinking like what if i pull a chris benoit, and hurt my family, that scared the shit out of me and now i have guilt 24-7 i think how could i ever think about hurting my son. when i love him more then anything in the world. I just woundered if the roids coulda triggered this.
 
sorry i forgot im 24, 160 5'10, this happened during my 6th week, and i stopped taking the roids immediately. I think its all in my head but its scary as hell.
 
You feel bad about that eh ??
Good.
U should.
Roid s dont make you mental..they make you more of what you already are...
If you need attention and god know s we all do here...you need it more..you savvy ?
And if you think you d hurt your kid..get help. Now.
I think you need to relax..bad dream bad scene kinda thing..
 
I didnt say i think ide hurt him, I could never ever do that, just the thought of it crossing my mind scared the shit out of me.
 
dude thats normal. you can ask "alot" of parents. I GUARANTEE they have thought about hurting there kids atleast once in there life. having to deal with this shit with alot of friends let alone studying the shit in school. it sucks to hear but it happens. its just your brain having second thoughts for that split second, but the rest of your brain wasnt ready for it. so it makes you freak for a second. alot of it is brought on from depression and or stress. and depending on "IF" your system did crash and your body went into a spiral effect. that could have caused it.
 
460mg dbol, and 480 test per day. And I think what happened what i had a slight roid rage affect irritable thing one night got all pissed and was thinking like what if i pull a chris benoit, and hurt my family, that scared the shit out of me and now i have guilt 24-7 i think how could i ever think about hurting my son. when i love him more then anything in the world. I just woundered if the roids coulda triggered this.

460mg dbol?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

please tell me this is a typo and you meant to say 40mg or somethin like that
 
it says 230 mg per tablet. and i know i wont hurt him, hes my world, but it crossed my mind and its been a month since then im still feeling like a POS over it.
 
it says 230 mg per tablet. and i know i wont hurt him, hes my world, but it crossed my mind and its been a month since then im still feeling like a POS over it.

dude.... were you taking a horse pill... ive only seen them in dosages of 5mg or 10mg pills. or 5mg to 10 mg capsules. do you have pics of these?
 
i got nothing. you started something you hadn't been ready for.
you need a good grip on your self.
you want to talk bad thoughts. i've dreamed of of busting in and catching my girl fucking arouns and busting her legs so she cant get away. and the slicing into the boytoy and pull the insides out while biting them as they spew from his stomach. gaging his mouth and spraying the slices with gas and just as i soak him good light him up.

i've dreamed of shoving my hands in some one mouth and riping the jaws apart and grinding them up and making soup.

i was on some wild gear and let me tell you. never did i act on these or let them bother me. they had just been dreams and i was ready for them.
and i never had roid rage while awake.
i'm calm for the most part.
you just are not ready.
 
wow..aaahh cyto...I m postponing my fishing trip to canada til further notice...hahaha

better make it before the snow flies.
i think it may be to late tho. the snow hit Barrie last night and in my area the frost was thick.
i'm off the heavy tren and feeling way better. i'm going to bring myself off the test also and dry out for a bit.
 
Heck, if I was taking that much DBOL I think I would go crazy as well!!!!!!! I think that you trying to state that you took that much per week right? example; 40mg per day x's 7days a week = 280mg per week (that would be about standard). Hopefully you didnt take 460mg dbol per week because that would certainly SHUT YOU THE FUCK DOWN
 
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