sorry for the unrelated post, but it might be food for thought for newbies
ever since gearing, that is while on and off, i am having more and more psychotic outbursts, many times over pointless things
when im sober, i can hold my rage back and not resort to violence, but im becoming a disgusting drunk, ive been arrested 3 times, twice for fighting and one for vandalism (kicking cars and provoking people), i am very lucky so far for not getting in serious shit or stabbed yet
im not putting the blame on gear, it was my choice,
im not sure what to do? quitting drinking will help, but that isnt the issue
i will stop gearing for sure, and if quitting gym helps, then i will too.. i was a bad drunk before htis, but now its spiralling out of my control, people around me are sick about this, and im certain in no time i will be thrown in jail...
are there any meds to combat this pathetic piece of shit antic? ive done downers i know that helps, im a jolly cunt smoking joints and popping e, but these are terrible solutions... should i get counciling?
the root of the problem isnt anger i think, alot of the time drunk i have these episodes where i go ape shit, not aggressive , but just over excited about things,.... and deep down i enjoy the rush in these drama and fights
i really would like to change, i know many of you have deal with aggression and mental problems, im really here to sought help and advice
so thanks and advnace
ever since gearing, that is while on and off, i am having more and more psychotic outbursts, many times over pointless things
when im sober, i can hold my rage back and not resort to violence, but im becoming a disgusting drunk, ive been arrested 3 times, twice for fighting and one for vandalism (kicking cars and provoking people), i am very lucky so far for not getting in serious shit or stabbed yet
im not putting the blame on gear, it was my choice,
im not sure what to do? quitting drinking will help, but that isnt the issue
i will stop gearing for sure, and if quitting gym helps, then i will too.. i was a bad drunk before htis, but now its spiralling out of my control, people around me are sick about this, and im certain in no time i will be thrown in jail...
are there any meds to combat this pathetic piece of shit antic? ive done downers i know that helps, im a jolly cunt smoking joints and popping e, but these are terrible solutions... should i get counciling?
the root of the problem isnt anger i think, alot of the time drunk i have these episodes where i go ape shit, not aggressive , but just over excited about things,.... and deep down i enjoy the rush in these drama and fights
i really would like to change, i know many of you have deal with aggression and mental problems, im really here to sought help and advice
so thanks and advnace