Erotic Dreams

[Smilee21]

i hate myself even more for it, but lately most of my dreams at night are about past or ex girlfriends. The weird part is that i broke up with all these girls


it makes for some depressing mornings sometimes.

I have broken up with all of my past boyfriends too. Funny thing is we are all still friends and they always try to contact me to play, they say Sex was really good. Lol

Their funny guys, I broke up with them bc The Love wasnt there, just sex...they felt more like friends than anything else.

 

[barnzy7]

i hate myself even more for it, but lately most of my dreams at night are about past or ex girlfriends. The weird part is that i broke up with all these girls


it makes for some depressing mornings sometimes.

I always have dreams about past hookups, i dont think it means much of anything.

i do talk in my sleep though, i always have the fear im going to say something and my girl will be like wtf??

 

[darkside06]

I always have dreams about ex's. Because the sex was so good. Sometimes when I can't sleep.....i try an remember the first time i hooked up with a girl, or remember a good sex session with one and then try and remember every little detail piece by piece....helps me fall right asleep. kinda like counting sheep but better.

 

[Smilee21]

I always have dreams about ex's. Because the sex was so good. Sometimes when I can't sleep.....i try an remember the first time i hooked up with a girl, or remember a good sex session with one and then try and remember every little detail piece by piece....helps me fall right asleep. kinda like counting sheep but better.

HAHAHA dude all my ex's will text me or call me here and there and bring up a moment we shared with one another. We say Awe those were some good times, they hint all the time to play but they all have GF's and I don't play like that. But we do joke about how it would be to pick up some chick and have our way with her. (I think they fanatize having a threesome with me-lol bc when we were together it never happeneded)

 

[R1rider]

I always have dreams about ex's. Because the sex was so good. Sometimes when I can't sleep.....i try an remember the first time i hooked up with a girl, or remember a good sex session with one and then try and remember every little detail piece by piece....helps me fall right asleep. kinda like counting sheep but better.

i will try this tonight lol

 

[Georgia]

LOL. Nice one

 

[Smilee21]

celibate or not celibate...think you're trying to pull a Clinton on us...just sayin

Jenner- please clarify... I am a little confused.

I haven't done anything with N (my FB) for about 2 months, I slipped 1 time, before that I remained celibate and hadn't any any sexual relations of any sort since Sep (1 time) before that was (May through June).
N is the only person I am with sexually when I do have sexual relations. However, I do not want just sex, N and I will never be in a real relationship (he isn't ready for any type of committed relationship) he is just my FB who is still my friend if we choose to stop sleeping with one another. I can control myself...


Since my feelings have started developing for my Friend C, I haven't hung out with N, I stay away from him. (I am staying celibate- bc I don't want to base my relationship on SEX that is slowly building between C and I) it's deeper than that.

How am I pulling a Clinton? Please explain...

 

[Georgia]

lol...remember when Clinton said 'I have not had sexual relations with that woman'...or w/e...I think she just highlighted that part cause you sounded like Bill Clinton

 

[Smilee21]

lol...remember when Clinton said 'I have not had sexual relations with that woman'...or w/e...I think she just highlighted that part cause you sounded like Bill Clinton

But see that is the problem I am having, I don't know you guys personally so why would I make things up or lie for that matter.

Being celibate is a choice I have decided to make, not BC I cannot find anyone to have Sex with but BC I choose to not base my future relationship I start with someone off SEX.

In the past, this was how my BF's became my BF's bc of how good the Sex was, in a months time I was sleeping with them and either I moved in with them or they moved in with me.

I have had 3 long term relationships
(4yrs, 3yrs, and 11 yrs), and after being in the relationship for about 1.5yrs I realized beside the sex I didn't know why I was with them, There was no LOVE, yes, I loved them in a way but was never in LOVE with them, but I stuck around for as long as I could BC I don't just walk away without trying, however, I ended up breaking up with all of them BC I couldn't continue seeing myself with them (not in the Future, no kids, not getting married, they felt more just like friends). My son's father was the only one I tried my hardest to love, but even with him I detached emotionally after the first 2 yrs of our relationship.

I really have been a good girl... I am not lying. I am just trying to do things different than I have in my past... You learn from the mistakes you make in Life, and I am working on me right now.

I don't want to get into another relationship bc the sexually chemistry was strong, and realized later on that is the only thing keeping us together, I NO LONGER WANT TO DETACH EMOTIONALLY from them.

 

[darkside06]

HAHAHA dude all my ex's will text me or call me here and there and bring up a moment we shared with one another. We say Awe those were some good times, they hint all the time to play but they all have GF's and I don't play like that. But we do joke about how it would be to pick up some chick and have our way with her. (I think they fanatize having a threesome with me-lol bc when we were together it never happeneded)

I still get girls i dated over a year ago hit me up on random after months of not speaking and wanna chat. sonner or later they get flirty and wanna go a few rounds with the champ. Gotta fight'em off with a stick.

 

[Georgia]

I don't think you're lying

 

[Smilee21]

I don't think you're lying

Thank you Georgia...

 

[R1rider]

Darkside, your technique didn't work. left me restless and unable to sleep with wood!

 

[darkside06]

Darkside, your technique didn't work. left me restless and unable to sleep with wood!

Sorry brah......in that case i just wack it. i good nut busted put's me right out.

 

[Smilee21]

Sorry brah......in that case i just wack it. i good nut busted put's me right out.

I wish that would work for me
Lol
I can never just masturbate and be G2G to sleep

 

[darkside06]

works great for me. drop a load and i'm out!

 

[R1rider]

eventually ended up doing that

 

[Smilee21]

I was speaking with my best friend earlier today and he told me that these Dreams I am having are pretty normal, he also Took a Vow of Celibacy for 1 year, and it was the hardest thing he had ever done. At times he was placed in awkward situations where very attractive women would throw themselves at him (he is a very good looking gentlemen), but he resisted the tempations and stayed true to his Vow.

He told me to not think about it so much and that in time Sex will not be the only thing on my mind all the time. (it is on the mind BC you refrain from it and we always seem to want what we cannot or choose to not have- his words)

I just have to be patient and not give in to the temptations.

I voice myself on here, bc it's a part of the transformation process I am going through.

It's not just about Diet and Training but also being mentally heathly to produce the positive results we are looking for within us and on the outside.

Some people may read what I say on here and not believe one word, that is fine. I am just speaking freely and being me.

I cannot help how I think, we all look different, speak different, think different. I don't judge ppl for the simple fact it's not my place. I seek advice on questions and issues that may arise, and if you chose to provide positive feedback I appreciate all of it.

 

[Zero V]

I was speaking with my best friend earlier today and he told me that these Dreams I am having are pretty normal, he also Took a Vow of Celibacy for 1 year, and it was the hardest thing he had ever done. At times he was placed in awkward situations where very attractive women would throw themselves at him (he is a very good looking gentlemen), but he resisted the tempations and stayed true to his Vow.

He told me to not think about it so much and that in time Sex will not be the only thing on my mind all the time. (it is on the mind BC you refrain from it and we always seem to want what we cannot or choose to not have- his words)

I just have to be patient and not give in to the temptations.

I voice myself on here, bc it's a part of the transformation process I am going through.

It's not just about Diet and Training but also being mentally heathly to produce the positive results we are looking for within us and on the outside.

Some people may read what I say on here and not believe one word, that is fine. I am just speaking freely and being me.

I cannot help how I think, we all look different, speak different, think different. I don't judge ppl for the simple fact it's not my place. I seek advice on questions and issues that may arise, and if you chose to provide positive feedback I appreciate all of it.

Training, growth, reaching goals. They are not limited to the physical items. Its a physical, mental, spiritual path. Each of which expands even more such as mental being emotional growth, intellectual growth, growth in values, etc.

Places like Ology build real friendships, its a great place to vent, talk things out, use others as bouncing boards. The mods here have done a great job keeping the trolls out. Thank God, because bb.com and places like it BLOW

 

[Smilee21]

Training, growth, reaching goals. They are not limited to the physical items. Its a physical, mental, spiritual path. Each of which expands even more such as mental being emotional growth, intellectual growth, growth in values, etc.

Places like Ology build real friendships, its a great place to vent, talk things out, use others as bouncing boards. The mods here have done a great job keeping the trolls out. Thank God, because bb.com and places like it BLOW

Yes, I agree