RDS's first cycle - Test and Var

[rds63799]

well, something definitely went wrong with yesterday's injection. I'm all bruised and sore today. Oops! Think maybe I pinned a little high on the ventrogluteal site and hit a nerve? Not sure.

Regardless, I will soldier on bravely. Hell, it hurts less than the DOMS after a leg workout anyway.

 

[rds63799]

well suck me sideways! I'm only bloody 7lbs heavier!

Jesus! When the hell'd that happen? I definitely look bigger, particularly in the shoulders, but 7lbs bigger? I don't think so. People have been telling me I look bigger but people always say that and I don't really pay much attention.

It can't be 7lbs of muscle, no way. I guess some of it must be water retention. Thing is, I haven't lost any definition in my abs or anything, so I don't really look like I'm holding water...

I dunno. I think I have the anavar to thank for this.

I'm a very happy boy today.

 

[rds63799]

not too much to report, I am now pinning 250iu hCG with my test injections now.

Still riding high on the buzz from realising I am now 7lbs heavier! Not going to weigh myself again until the end of the month.

Also, the scales I have been using aren't really all that accurate, so I'm going to get my hands on some good, digital ones just to be sure.

Only got like 2 weeks left on the var. Going to miss it when it's gone.

 

[rds63799]

well it appears I now have bacne! It's pretty hilarious really. Doesn't bother me at all, it's not like anyone sees it.

This seems to be the only side effect I am getting; no bloat, gyno or hair loss (although I've had a receding hairline for years so it's hard to tell!).

If things continue on like this I'll be a happy man.

 

[rds63799]

hit a vein today pinning my hcg. Scary stuff! Just whipped that fucker out and pinned it in my quads. I'll be limping around for the next few days but I'll train legs tonight and it shouldn't interfere too much.

Made a bit of an arse out of the test injection too, quite a lot of oil leaked out. I'm sure it's not worth worrying about but it's still frustrating.

It's weird, my Monday injections always go smooth but my Thursday pins are always a nightmare.

Ah well, like I say, I'm sure it's not a big deal. I'm currently resisting the temptation to weigh myself again til the end of the month

 

[rds63799]

well I said I wasn't going to weigh myself again til the end of the month, but I've been worried that the scales I bought weren't accurate. That's what happens when you spend £4 on a set of scales...

Used some digital scales this morning and I weighed in at 193 fucking lbs!

Christ on a crosstrainer! If this keeps up, not only will I achieve my lifetime goal of 200lbs, I'll overshoot it by like 10lbs.

Steroids are mental. I have to say I never in a million years expected them to work this well.

 

[rds63799]

hmmm, I'm not 100% sure but I think I may have a little more hair on my chest!

Haha, I'm not bothered, I actually think it's hilarious!

Only got 12 more days left on the var. I'm going to miss it when it's gone.

 

[jadakiss]

Great log I'm followin u all the way

 

[rds63799]

Great log I'm followin u all the way

thanks for reading man, I appreciate it

 

[rds63799]

well well well, I was strong as a bull today in the gym. Smashed an old PR by 40k!

Shit is getting verrrrrrrry interesting now.

 

[rds63799]

I'm definitely bigger. And stronger. Steroids are amazing

 

[rds63799]

finished my first vial of test today. Going to keep it as a memento.

Lodas of people have commented on how much bigger I look. I love it

 

[rds63799]

it's just occurred to me that although my cycle was supposed to be 12 weeks (24 pins), having finished a vial after 11 pins means it's actually only going to be 11 weeks (22 pins).

not a big deal really. I don't understand how I managed to miscalculate. I think my pins have been a little over every time, and it's added up.

Like I said: not a big deal. It's all new to me so there's little things I hadn't considered.

 

[rds63799]

I weighed myself again today (couldn't wait til the end of the month, haha) and disappointingly I'm the same weight as I was last time. Still 13st 11lbs. However, my abs appear to have a bit more "pop" to them, so I think that although I am the same weight, I am definitely leaner.

Another thing that stops me being too disappointed, is my strength is through the roof! It's unreal. Weights I would usually struggle to hit for 3 reps are flying up for sets of 8 or 10! I can't believe it, but it's happening.

 

[rds63799]

this'll be my last week of var. Going to miss those little yellow pills.

I actually really want to get some more, but I'm not going to. Stupid liver toxicity.

 

[jadakiss]

How does he power feel? Like when u woke up did u feel different or when u grabbed the weight did u feel like it was light just by holding them? Great log with crazy info!

 

[rds63799]

How does he power feel? Like when u woke up did u feel different or when u grabbed the weight did u feel like it was light just by holding them? Great log with crazy info!

it's hard to describe, I don't feel any different really, but when I'm in the gym I just get stronger and stronger.

Ever seen the film Unbreakable with Bruce Willis? That bit where he's bench pressing and they just keep adding more and more weight? It's like that.

The weight still feels heavy in your hands, but you just keep getting more and more reps. Very cool.

thanks for reading my log by the way man, much appreciated.

 

[rds63799]

as much as I have loved the effects of the anavar, it has been giving me HORRIFIC cramps. Cramps cramps cramps all day.

Cramps in my lats when I tie my shoes, cramps in my biceps when I'm brushing my teeth, cramps in my hamstrings when I sit down (and stand up!), even getting cramps in my neck when I eat!

I got a horrific cramp trying to pin my glutes today. Still hurts a bit now.

 

[rds63799]

strength is through the roof!

Added 20k to my bench tonight.

Madness.

 

[rds63799]

my right glute was a little sore from pinning on MOnday so I got my flatmate to pin my left. It was a bit of an awkward moment really, but afterwards I said "Right, now you've seen my arse you have to show me your tits."

She laughed, I laughed, awkwardness defeated.

Not much to report re: the cycle, still resisting the temptation to weigh myself. Everyone keeps telling me I look bigger though which makes me happy. Strength is up, I look different, everything is good.

As for sides, well, I thought I had bacne, but I clearly just had a couple of spots that have since gone. I thought I had gyno, but I didn't, and I thought I had some new hair growth on my chest, but to be honest I think I imagined that too. I thought my balls had shrunk but it was just cold...

So there we go. To anyone reading this: sides are nothing to worry about as long as you're smart. For god's sake run your Aromatase inhibitor (AI) and hCG!