good log flex. Im running a similar cycle as well.
glad to see it's finally hitting you
Im 15 days into test tbol var, not feeling anything yet, but I see it took about a month for you to feel it.
I also started at a very similar size to you.
anyways great log and Im sure the real big gains are gonna hit you soon.
can't really help you with that question cause it's only my first cycle, but all I could really suggest is go to the doc and ask to have your hormone levels checked. Just say you feel lethargic and unmotivated and are losing your sex drive, say a friend had the same issue. Thats what I said to get my test levels checked.
Only way you'll know for sure if it's real or not. I set one up myself for next week.
Looks like you got a nice spilt for 5 days a week. You should start getting some results soon. If yu run axio or the greek or iranian enanthate their usually pretty well dosed you wont have to worry. not a fan of the ax orals though. you could always try to throw in a day of rest on your split so your at 4 days weight 2 days cardio a week, that might help.
I never notice changes in mass, body composition, only strength. Ur mind is an enemy as well. I can never be big enuff, cuz I can't tell!! Until U walk out in public and people look at U like, WTF is that!!
It helps being short, for me at least. It gets to the point to where it gets kinda aggravating though, it's like everybody is automatically judging U when they see U. I just holler at em, that usually breaks the ice!! Being the center of attention when U go places isn't always pleasant, but I can live with it!!