I would definitely like your opinions with my case. I'm not a bodybuilder (although I wish I were) but I hope that if ANYONE can give me good advice, it should be the experts in this forum;
I suspect that I've had low Test levels all my life. I was a very late bloomer. Facial hair in my 20's. High-pitched voice. Weak physically. Low libido. Prone to depression.
Yet SOMEHOW I managed to find a girlfriend (now wife) and had 3 kids.
After the 3rd kid (7 years ago) things in the sack got really, really bad. Never really spectacular to begin with.
Finally mustered the courage to see a doctor after reading an article on low testosterone in men. I felt I had all the symptoms (low enegy, low sex drive, mild depression, etc.). He was hesitant to believe me, but my blood result came back and my Test level was at 132.
Age 37.
It's been a year now, and I've been going to the doc every 3 weeks (just about). At first I got patches, but they irritated my skin. Then I got the gel, but after 3 weeks my Test level dropped down to 85!!!!!
Been getting shots ever since. But I suspect my dosage is really low. He's been giving me between 1.5ML and 2.0ML every three weeks. I think. My vial says "Testosterone MDV 200/ML" and the directions say; "INJECT TWO ML EVERY THREE WEEKS". One bottle lasts about 3 injections (the doctor gives 'em to me).
I get a blood test just about every 6 weeks. Sometimes it's high (500 to 700) and sometimes it's low (200's). Supposedly my doc wants to stabilize my levels in the 700/800 range.
I was also going to the gym for about 9 months, but with no noticeable gain. I'm an ectomorph (only 5'-7") with very narrow shoulders, scrawny arms/legs, and a flabby belly that refuses to go away. Haven't been back since June/July.
I just mentioned to my doc that I was hoping (after a year) that my libido would be back up to what it was in my 20's, but he said that THAT isn't going to happen. He just wants to prevent muscle loss as I get older, and gave me a sample of Cialis. He doesn't think that my condition was there all along because I got my wife pregnant 3 times. So "no" on the higher dosages (although I think he gave me a little more this time around...maybe 2.5?)
I'm confused & frustrated.
Do I need a new Urologist? Am I expecting too much? Do I need to supplement my shots? (I don't necessarily mean illegally.)
Help.