jpflex66 said:
good read man--i have experience using gear and i plan to continues--i just had lower test levels around 260--this has caused me to become a hypercondriac--and mentally weaker too had little bouts of paranoia ----i just posted this to hear guys opinoins--Yes i agree with you guys--i do go get blood tests-only time my lipids and liver are abnormal is when im on gear--few months later im back to normal. well except my test was low but i screwed up my post cycle therapy (pct) bad...
Yeah dude I could tell from your thread beginning you are scaranoid. And you're hearing all this anti-steroid shit. All of the sudden all these people's health problems are coming into the light. Before the light was on was there still problems with drug abusers health? Of course. You are over analyzing your situation. I just read your other post asking about if you could have mental problems from gear.
Let me ask you this: Have you ever had a disturbing thought? I mean something than ran through your head that you really didn't want there? The more you think about it and try to shake it the more you think about it. YOu get caught up in this circle . The only things that can break it is to stop thinking about the thought by having your mind on something else so that thought gets replaced(it was just irrelevant data anyhow like the shit your subconcious mind sort out in dreams). You don't want to keep analyzing why the thought popped into your head in the first place.
Well when you subject yourself to becoming an expirement, it's very hard to be objective when you are the object of your expirement. YOu are observing your own placebo effect....... or are you? It's hard to distinguish the placebo from your obsevations because one squews the other. YOu can't seperate you from yourself. That's one reason you need to have regular health checkups.
Try this on somebody; SAy,"YOu look a little off today. Is something wrong?"
You'll almost always trigger some type of "Well Yeah" type of thing. If "no" pour it on a little more gently but thicker; " Maybe it's just this light but you really look a littel pale." Don't say anything for a few minutes and glance at them like your trying to avoid looking at them. YOu'll eventually get them to look in the mirror and if they do, that is your opening depending on whatever their social/recreational habits."
Tell a story about something negative you've read but not relating it too close to them. Then talk about you hoping you don't get sick. Change the subject*try to make it look like you needed to change the subject so you don't worry them* subtle but accidently you make it obvious( you want to make them think you were trying to hide concern about them). Then ask them if they are sure they feel well. Get them some water. Play off their emotions and roll with it/improv. Ask if they've eaten(if yes what?) had unprotected sex or whatever. YOu can talk 75 +% of the people you do this to into being sick . You can watch them actually pale out and start looking. if not getting sick!!!! It's amazing. And it's easy.
With some people you don't have to put half that much shit into(especially most chicks).
The goverment, commercials,advertising whatever,, does the same shit to you.
They tap your brain and you do the rest. Right now mass fucking hysteria is starting. It's already starting to look like guys are dropping dead all around you. FAct is nothing has changed. Just your perception of what was already there because you are being pointed in that direction making you think you are making new discoveries.
YOu.......... are .......being .......mindfucked.........everyday........by,........the forces that be.
You are told what bitches are pretty , what movies are good, what food to eat, what to be afraid of, what music is good,what styles are in, how you should wear you hair, what is prejudice,racist,terrorist etc.. YOu are so bombarded with bullshit you don't even know what the real issues are! Let alone how you feel about what is really up, because you don't really know what the fuck is going on.
The masses haven't every taken control over their own destiny. They are lazy minded people that want someone else to think for them and tell them what to do. They either don't feel like they can help themselves or just don't want the responsibiltiy. They follow traditions not knowing why. They do as they are told with very little question. Governments such as Hitler's And Stalins lead the masses to hell just as a multitude of other tyrants throughout history have.
The masses are still controlled by the tyrants. The tyrant: "Give the people a litte pleasure, tell em their free and take everything they dont' freely give you. Create enought fear and panic and they will beg for you to take what they have. Weave a web of help with helplessness" The only changing variable is technology. And the tyrants grasp every bit of it in their quest for greater control.
The people of the world have used the net for and advantage of all sorts but the net will eventually be using the people. It already is in many ways.
"The American people want....." Yeah motherfucker tell me what do I want!
TEll us we're smart, tell us what we won't put up with, and tell us how you'll fix everything while you listen to nothing we the people have to say.